My Death

First day of school in my life

It was early August morning . I stand at the bus stop all by myself . Everytime I blink , I could feel the coldness . While I was waiting for the yellow bus , it pass by me . I scream and shout ,but the bus wouldn't stop no matter what I done . The wind blew really hard thru my hair . I was running to catch it , but i had to run to school when it was too late . My neighbor Mr.Spries drove up beside me . He qeustion why I was running . I told him that my bus left me behind . He told me get in the car so , I did . When we were driving in the car he started to ask personal qeustions on the way to school . Mr.Spries put his hand on my lap . I was starting to get nervous and I mean really nervous . He ask if I wanted to take my pink coat off when the car was starting to heat up . I said , I was good . Just a few seconds their was my school . Mr.Spires drop me off and told me be a good little girl while , he gave me a laugh and a smile ( plus a wink ;) . My teacher guided me to my desk .The classroom was warm . I felt safe . I sat alone at my desk . The preps were talking about me and staring at me . One of them walk over here . She said , what's my name and where did I came from . Brittney Rachelle Smith . Colorado . Then she walked away . It was lunch time . For some odd reason everybody and I meann Everbody ( that is a student ) was stairing at me ! I started playing with my food while , sitting alone . When school was over I got on my bus . People started whisppering and stairing again at me ! I sat in the very front seat of the yellow bus . My " father " and " mother " was arguing at each other . I ran up stairs and started to cry and wish that everything will go away , or get better . Before , I went to bed I said a prayer to God . I said , Dear ,God please take care of my real mommy and daddy in heaven . I hope everything gets better , my adoption parents to get along , kids stop scaring me , adults stop touching me , and let all my worries go away . Thank you , for everything you have done , keep me alive , have a home , food , and an education .Then I closed my eyes slowly while , the wettness ( tears ) starting to fill up and slowly go down my soft , smooth , and red cheeks .