Day 1, 10:00 pm, 3/28/13
Dear Diary,
That bitch. She just took him, quicker that I could say "bye." I miss him, he was so loyal, and just... perfect. I've been crying since he left me this morning. It's like she is trying to let me see them together. Conner and she who shall not be named, walked past my house maybe twice already today, holding hands, kissing, laughing. I don't usually cry like this, but he was the only thing I could call mine. I live in a small run-down home with two brothers, I never really knew my mom, but my older brother did he told me she was the sweetest most caring person ever! But nobody ever knew what happened to her. People say she died, but I don't thinks so, I feel like she is still here with us, on this shitty world. My dad, well he is not the nicest man, he hits my oldest brother and says "I can't wait till you leave!" My oldest brother is 15, his name is Bobby, my youngest brother is 11, his name is Hayden, and me well me, we don't know my real name, my dad doesn't even know, douche bag. Everybody just calls me, Sissie. I am 14 turning 15 in a week, whoop! I love my birthday, we don't celebrate it but it's a year closer to leaving this shit hole house. Me and my brother's never really fight, we already know we get it enough from our dad, we all kinda share the downstairs, my dad has the luxurious up-stairs with a kitchen and a nice bathroom. he said we can't go up there. -hmh-. The down-stairs has a "Kitchen" it's just has counters and cabinets, no oven, but a microwave. Me and my brother saved up money to get a mini fridge which is medium sized. Bobby has a car, so if we have to go to the hospital or get groceries, the takes us. I never been to a mall, or a beach, they sound fun though. I wanna go there when I grow up. Well, that's what's been on my mind lately, Sorry Diary.
Sincerly, Sissie.
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