I try and ignore Jumin but he keeps asking questions about things I don't want to talk about.
"Why are you eating alone" Jumin asks. "I'm not, you're here aren't you" he nods "I meant why are you not with your friends and brothers?" I don't reply. I look over to my brother's table and I see saeren and saeyoung arguing, i look back at jumin "that's why" I mumble. he looks over "I see" he says quietly.I start to eat my lasagne when jumin asks another question, "what class do you have after this?" I sigh, putting my fork down. "what's with all the questions" I say with no emotion. he tilts his head I do the same, "just wanting to understand you" I look into his dark grey eyes. "well don't bother. I don't want you to understand me in fact, I would like to be left alone." I grab my fork and stab it into my food.
"What music do you like?" Jumin asks another question. "will you stop asking me shit before I stab you in the eye." he shakes his head "that's very unsanitary" I look at him in shock, that's all he has to say after I threaten him. "If you are going to stab me in the eye the least you could do is use a clean fork," he says with no emotion. what the fuck is wrong with this boy I wonder. my thoughts are confused no one has ever dealt with my threats like that.
"I suggest you close your mouth Miss Choi, you look like a gaping fish." he says smirking I throw my fork at his head, "shut the fuck up." I reach across the table and grab his tie pulling him closer, he lets out a choking grunt as I look into his dark eyes. "if you say one more fucking word I will smash your head down on this table." he doesn't say a word we continue to stare at eachother, I hear a gasp noise and turn my head to see Mr Hill storming towards me. "Shay Choi let that boy go this instant".
I pushed Jumin away and adjusted his tie again smoothing it out. making sure it's back in its place, he smirks as Mr Hill grabs my collar. "my office now" he shouts everyone is looking at me with shocked faces, the looking on my eldest brothers face was the look of disappointment. Saeren was sniggering the fucking prick, I flip him the bird as I'm being dragged out.
In Mr Hills office he's pacing back and forth as I stand there. "I should have you expelled for this Miss Choi violence, threats fighting in school. what do you have to say for yourself." I don't say a word I start to pinch my arms. "you already have detention with me after school for assault, you will now have a week's worth of detention. one more outburst and your out, you hear me Miss Choi." I nod understanding.
"Listen Shay, you're a good kid. this whole attitude and aggression is not the Shay I know. I know you've had problems with family at home and your mental health, but I will not tolerate violence in school." I looked down at the floor not really feeling anything. "I'm sorry" I say with not one bit of remorse or empathy, Mr Hill shakes his head and sighs running his fingers through his hair. "ok Shay, get to your next class no more outburst. you hear me." I nod walking out the door.
I walk into art class putting my things down, I see jumin walking over sitting near me. I sigh not wanting to get into more trouble I ignore him. I take out my sketch pad and pencils and wait for Mrs Finch to come in.
Mrs Finch arrives "hi class, today I want you to draw anything you like. you have two hours, get started." we all start our work, I start to draw not really knowing what to draw just seeing what comes together. I look to see Jumin drawing intensely, he must have noticed me starting because he looks over at me. we don't show any emotions, he's the first to look away before going back to his picture.
I continued with my sketch, I was just finishing up the last touches when Jumin came over to look. I could feel his warm breath on the back of my neck sending a shiver down my spine. "you drew me" he whispers. I looked at my sketch confused to see I did in fact draw Jumin, "it's really good" he said again. I look back at him and mumble "thanks." he doesn't say a word just stares at my picture.
"I drew you" he says before walking away my eyes follow him in shock. why would he draw me? why did I draw him? I didn't even realise I did. I put my pencil down and walk over to jumin, I gasp I'm shocked at what I saw.
It was beautiful, but why was I crying in his picture. I look at him confused, "why am I crying" I ask him quietly. he looks back at me, "you block all emotions and feelings to make you feel safe. I allowed you to be able to have those in this picture, you can finally be able to have them." I look at him confused not really understanding his reason, "I don't hide them Jumin, I just don't have them." it was his turn to be confused. "what do you mean?" he asks it "doesn't matter" I whisper back. "it's a nice drawing, thanks" I mumble walking back to my desk.Jumin continues to look at me before going back to his drawing. I spend some time listening to my music blocking myself from the world, Mrs Finch doesn't mind us having music as long as we do our work. I stare out the window seeing the world pass me by when I feel a tap on my arm, I flinch and stand up fast when I see jumin tap his ear, indicating me to take my headphones off. I do "what?" I say with no emotion, "the bell has gone and we have detention." I nod and pack my stuff up I grab my bag and walk out with Jumin.
*What shay drew in class.
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Triple Trouble
RomanceShay choi, a young 15 year old girl doesn't understand emotions or feelings. living with her twin brothers saeran and saeyoung. meets a boy who also doesn't understand emotions too, she's bitter, anger and a bad girl. how will the two get on will ro...