Your my mom but I will never call you my mother,
You didn't raise me so you do not deserve that title of honor,
You didn't have an excuse you weren't dead or in a different state,
You just decided I wasn't important enough to stay,
You up and left one day leaving me with a void others had to fill even though it wasn't their place.
When I was a kid you would try and buy my love once in a blue moon but I still never seen you.
But I'm older now so I don't need you to buy me new shoes or toys,
I understand now and you can't buy my love anymore.
You come around but then up and leave and I'm just left again with a motherless void....again,
I wished I could look back and laugh but no I look back and I get mad because I remember I disappointment I had every time you would call and say "I'll come back" but you never did.
It wasn't all bad though I remember when I was around ten and we all sat around the couch watching a movie and I would think "this isn't all bad maybe I should give her a chance" but I never saw you again.
I know you "loved" me in your own way but I know when I have a kid I'll know how not to love them...
