My Love: Mine All Mine

Emotions: the most complex chaos of being human. Some feel it more intense than others; some feel it is engraved in their bones or like it has always been weaved into their nervous system, and all of it ripples through every single part of them. It flows like a current through their bloodstream, simmering beneath the surface of their skin. Eventually the force of flow is too great, and it bursts, like the pressure of water rapidly hitting a floodgate.

To Becky, emotions have always been an integral part of her identity. They serve as powerful motivators, influencing her actions and shaping her decisions. While she maintains a level-headed and logical approach in certain areas of her life, such as her career and academics, emotions remain a guiding force in navigating her relationships and personal endeavours. Whether it's the joy of achievement or the pain of disappointment, Becky embraces her emotions as valuable indicators of her authentic self and acknowledges them as a part of the human experience.

There has been one person in her life who has stirred the complexity of her emotions so deeply and so profoundly that it often leaves Becky gutted in the most beautiful yet unpredictable ways. Often, she feels euphoric highs and the flutter of butterflies in her stomach, but there are certain times when the lows creep in, and the uncontrollable drop that is present in her stomach makes it feel as if she is falling down an endless pit.

It has always been Freen, the beautiful woman with the captivating eyes and sincere smile. Freen's words have always been Becky's source of comfort, her source of light, and the encouragement she could never live without. Her words were like a dagger; they pierced through Becky's defences and left her raw, sometimes too exposed for her liking. It's as if she was left bare in front of a crowd, although in time she learned that Freen would always be the one to wrap her up in warmth and keep her safe from the cold.

Becky never saw emotions as fleeting; she basked in every single one of them, whether it be love, joy, or jealousy. Often, her emotions overwhelmed her, especially the aspect of jealousy when it came to Freen. Jealousy overwhelmed her; it was like she was being engulfed in a tumultuous sea of emotional turmoil every time she thought of Freen. It wasn't just any jealousy; it was a consuming, relentless force that gnawed at her insides, leaving her feeling hollow and insecure. She was not jealous of Freen; rather, she knew everyone around Freen would be allured by the woman's charming charisma.

Relationships have their own complexity; it's like an intricate web woven from threads of individuality and aspirations, yet a peaceful togetherness. Becky and Freen often than not spend most of their time together, sometimes up to 16 hours per day whether it be for work or outside of work. Today was one of the few days where the two would spend some time apart; Becky was busy filming for 'Uranus2324' and Freen had her own schedule for the day.

Freen arrived at the venue for the '4Eve' concert with two of her friends, who happened to have worked alongside her every now and then. It was expected that she would be recognized by some fellow concert attendees, as her fame alongside that of Becky's has exponentially grown since 'GAP: The Series' aired.

Freen felt her phone vibrate in rhythmic patterns against her skin, as she could barely hear the ring since it was faint compared to the noise of the crowd, who were all in a hurry to step through the concert doors. With a quick glance at the caller ID, her heart skipped a beat. It was expected that Becky would check in on her before the concert started. She slid her finger across the screen to answer the incoming call.

"Hi, BB," Freen said, speaking softly into the phone, looking around, and trying not to attract too much attention.

"Hi, Babe. I just wanted to check in on you before the concert starts and to know that you're safe at the venue." Becky spoke in a hushed and tired tone after the day's events.