i love you.. im sorry

Tell me, what is this?!

In the morning, i decided to call Amelie. She wasn't answering right away, so i got a little scared. She is hardly ever busy. I had to call her a few times, but then she finally answered. I asked what took her so long to answer, and she just said "I was sleeping." . I giggled "You sleepyhead😂" And then we burst out laughing.
           We talked for a while until my dad came into the room. Amelie did not get a goodbye, i ended the call right away. She and me both knew my dad is terrible.
           "Young lady. What is this?" My heart dropped when i saw a blade in my dad's hand. "A.. a blade? Why'd you ask?" I said. "It was in your backpack missy.." He said in an annoyed tone. I knew i was in trouble. He took me by the collar and asked again.. "What is this. Tell me or i'm gonna make you tell me." He looked at me dead in the eyes.
          "I.. i cut my arm's with it." I let out, preparing for the worst.