mission failed, loved renewed

prologue

hey! me its Amber! this is my story, from that day, the day that completely changed my life. For describe my family and me, I'm a girl of 17 years old who has airsickness, I have brown hair and green eyes. My friends says that I look like Madison beer. I have a brother and a sister of 6 years old who look a lot alike our dad. talking about him, its been a year that he left us. otherwise, my mom is 43 years old. To be compared with other girls that will make a story, I have never experienced huge things, like raped or kidnappping. All I experience is the death of my dad.

today im going to have the time of my life. im going to my second party with Inès, my best friend since we were born. Our mothers gave birth together, the same year, the same day, in the same hospital and in the same room. Since then, they haven't let go of each other, same thing for Inès and me. Anyway, right now, I'm in my room getting ready for the evening with Inès. I'm hesitating between two dresses, a very tight red one, or a very tight black one with a neckline.

- Inou What dress should I take? The red or the black?
- if you wear red all eyes will be on you.
- okay in this case, I put the black one.

Ines

*I'm not stupid, am I?! I'm even very intelligent. I knew that if I said that, she would wear the black, because she's an introvert, but I like her that way.*

Amber

We have arrived at the party, but unfortunately for me all eyes are on me. I fucking hate you Inès! I really shouldn't have listened to you, but strangely enough, I quite like it being seen by almost everyone.
- sorry, there's my crush over there, I'll leave you! Said Inès, running away from me.
Well now I'm all alone, great! I then head to the bar and order a glass of vodka. I drink it all at once; then I have a glass of whiskey and another of tequila. My throat burns, but I love this feeling so much. I already feel drunk. And yes, I digest alcohol badly. Suddenly the desire to dance comes to me.
I climb onto the bar and start moving my hips to the music. After the song, I go to the dance floor. I'm dancing sensually when a guy grabs my hips and makes me dance with him. I turn around and continue dancing. The tension rises enormously and I feel him getting hard. I take his hand and lead him into a bedroom. Back in the bedroom, I start to kiss him languorously and take off my dress, but he stops me by saying.

- I am really sorry.

- why... I didn't have time to finish when the guy took a towel soaked in some product and put it on my mouth and nose. I smell reflexively, because it doesn't smell good. Some time later, I fall asleep.