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-eh but... but.
He didn't even give me time to finish my sentence before he kissed me wildly.
-damn.. wait.. two.. seconds. I said between five kisses. So he stops.
-I love you too Josh but I offer you a game.
-that said?
-we must not kiss, the one who gives in loses and the other gives him a pledge.
-of course my angel, but I warn you it's me who will win and not you.
We set up so that I am on top of him. I look at him and he looks at me too. We make a tiktok at the same time and I launch it
-but I want to kiss you Amber.
-try not to.
-but I want it... stop... stoppp... I lost and I don't give a damn! He said kissing me again.
-I won! WINNER
I'll stop there video.
-Good since I won I have to give you a pledge. mmh let me choose.
I go on my cell and look for a pledge to give to my boyfriend.
I decide to read them aloud to choose and make him wait.
-give him a massage for five minutes, massage a particular area for five minutes, remove an item of clothing, give three kisses in three different places, act like a statue for one minute: your partner can do whatever he wants but be careful because you can't move, name five qualities of the other. well there are others left but I have already chosen, I said with a smile.
-wich one? he said, looking up.
-The statue!
-mhh okay.
He doesn't expect what I'm going to do. He's going to have to stand up in a T and if he gives up he doesn't like me.
-put yourself in a T. basically if you give up it means you don't love me and I can leave. of course I don't want to leave but we'll see if he'll give up.
-ok but you'll see I'm not ticklish.
-that's what we're going to see, my darling.
I start to tickle his stools but no reaction. I'm a little sad that it doesn't work because it works on my little sister and my brother. I tickle his neck but nothing. I try the feet but nothing. I'm taking the hard way. I tickle his hips! But nothing yet!
-Okay, that's fine, I give up.
-I'll give you another chance to take a pledge.
-serious!? cooolll! um sing my favorite song!
-which? you have a million, I remind you.
-it's not even true I only have 10. Sing dear ex bestfriends... by... tate mcrae.
-Yeah I wonder if
My name has never crossed your mind
Even for a second
Know it's been a second
Since we last talked
Or faced each other eye to eye
Know it's been hectic
Yeah I shoulda said this
It kinda hurts 'cause it's insane
Yeah we walk by and it's like
I don't even know you
Like I've never met you
I see our pictures on my phone
And question why we didn't try
But we were just dressed
Thought we'd always have it
So to my ex best friend
I thought I'd know till the end
Sorry I know things aren't going
As we planned
To my once ride or die
The one who always knew me right
We would swear it'd always end up
You and I
We really messed up this time
We really messed up this time
What about all the nights
Where we'd talk about our lives
We were just wishing
Wish I woulda listened
It kinda hurts 'cause it's insane
Yeah we walk by and it's like
I don't even know you
Like I've never met you
I see our pictures on my phone
And question why we didn't try
But we were just dressed
Thought we'd always have it
So to my ex best friend
I thought I'd know till the end
Sorry I know things aren't going
As we planned
To my once ride or die
The one who always knew me right
We would swear it'd always end up
You and I
We really messed up this time
-woooowww I love it when you sing! you have the voice of an angel my love. you're almost better than the singer. I love you!
-me too my dear. OK, let's go to sleep, it's already 10:47 p.m. and tomorrow we have school.
- I'm coming, I'm putting on my pajamas!
I wear red and black carrot pants with a black crop top.
I climb into bed with him. He touches my thigh and quietly goes back towards my private area. He starts kissing me roughly.
-damn Amber you make me want to fuck you so hard that you won't be able to walk.
-I won't stop you. but don't come complaining if I'm still able to walk.
-you don't need to tell me twice.
After this magical moment, we fall asleep in spoon position. When I wake up I don't see him anymore, which means he's making breakfast. I decide to go downstairs to see him. When I go down I limp. He was right, he was going to stop me from walking. I still managed to get down but with difficulty. He sees me and starts laughing out loud because he managed to do what he wanted. We have breakfast after having a good laugh. I go to do my skincare and get dressed while he gets dressed too. We go to high school and everything is going well. 

At lunchtime a guy comes up to me and puts his filthy hands on my hips. I know very well that it's not Josh because I've learned to differentiate his touch from the others. So I turn and see Matt, Josh's worst enemy.

-what do you want Matt.
-I want you, princess.
-one, it's only me who can call her by nicknames and two, she's mine.
I turn around because Josh is behind me. He releases Matt's hands and replaces them with his own. He holds me close and kisses me like no one has ever done. I let out a small moan as his tongue danced with mine. This is the first time someone has had such an effect on me. But also I'm stupid, he's my first guy.
we tear up when we see Matt leave. We finish our classes and I walk back to Josh's house since it's nearby. I don't even have time to cross the street when a car stops in the pedestrian crossing and the person rolls down the window. I saw Matt again. He gets out of the car and walks closer to me and grabs me by the hips. He then tries to kiss me. He succeeded unfortunately but since I was in a relationship with Josh it had no effect on me.
- Do you want to come to my house, my dear?
-I prefer to go home.
-No, you get in the car!
He takes me in a potato sack, ties me up and closes the door. As he drives, he puts his hand on my thigh. I've tried 1000000 times to remove it, but it's getting worse and worse. He stops the car and ties my hands so I can't use them. He unbuckles my belt and puts me in the back seats.
-I can swear I'm way better than Josh at this game.
- please don't do anything to me, I don't want...
He starts to flatter me. He takes off his sweater, straddles me and takes off my sweater. (I didn't have a bra.) He kneads my breasts. He unbuttons my jeans and takes off these jogging pants. He begins to massage my clit through my thong. He then removes it and inserts a finger. He moves back and forth even faster. I start to cry, so he inserts a second finger but this one deeper. (let's pray together that someone will come and help me) He stops and takes off his boxers. He takes off my red thong and starts to push it inside me. He moves back and forth quite fast and hard. I decide to scream as loud as possible so that someone will hear me and think I'm moaning. Lucky for me someone hear me out. the door opened and I saw Josh.

Josh

No, but what is she doing there! Wait Matt!? Damn, he's the one who did this to her! Ok that's fine I'm going to kill him. I take him by his left ear, untie Ambre and pull the dirty bastard towards me.
-No, but what's that you don't understand? You touch this beauty, you're dead!

Amber

He starts hitting Matt with all his might.
-stop Josh please! I said crying.
I was still scared for Matt but hey, that's life, right? Especially after what he did to me. Matt is bleeding while I get dressed in peace and quiet. Josh stops hitting him and pulls my arm to take me to the villa. during the short journey no one speaks.
Enter the villa.
-but what were you doing with him you know he is dangerous!
-He... told me... that he was... going to... take me... home but... I didn't want to... so he picked me up in a potato sack... and... rape... I said while crying.
He opened his arms to give me a hug. I let myself do it because I really need it.
-never again will I let you go home alone ok!? I do not want to lose you.
-mmh.
-I love you so much Amber... you have no idea how much.
- I know
-I have to tell you something Amber..
-What?
-I cheated on you
-wait, are you serious! I said, stepping back.
-no I'm kidding but I don't want you to be mad at me. In fact I'm part of a cartel, the biggest in France... and they told me that if I don't take you they will kill you.
-wait seriously! but what the hell did you do to get into this!?! I said while taking the 100 steps
-I was forgetting Amber...
-why would you have to?
-My father is the leader.
-What should I do?
-kill people...
-What!!! Does that mean... that's why Matt and Tyler did this to me!?
-matt yes but Tyler it's either for their equal or for their cartel who want to hurt us from the inside to weaken us. I'm really sorry...
-NO SHUT UP!
-shut up.
-But you're serious, you're telling me that and now you want me to kiss you?!
-damn I did this for you, for us.
-but you could have told me before I got fucking raped!!
-Listen I know you're mad at me but if you don't want this to happen again you have to go now.
-Well what are you waiting for? GO!
During the entire journey, none of us spoke.
I glanced at him a few times and saw that he wanted to speak but didn't dare. When we arrive, I see an old apartment.
-this is where we hold our meetings.
-Ah OK
-kiss me first
-I wanna kiss you but if I do then I'll miss you babe.
He takes me by the hips and kisses me the same. I shiver just at his touch. We then return to this filthy apartment.