*Avas P.O.V*
I had no idea how to soak in that information. I was just so confused. Who has a heart attack in the middle of shopping? Oh i can answer that.... heart attacks come whenever it wants to with no sogn at all.. and its stupid!
Right now i was pretty much balling my eyes out. I cry whenever someone dies.. even if i dont know them that well. I just met Hprdan and his mom... but i still care cause you know i have been on a vacation with them. I just really dont know why it had to happen to the new people,why here, why now, just why?!?!
My mom was soothing me by rubbing my back. It was sort of helping but not very fast. I just wonder how Jordan is taking this upstairs. I want to know how he is. I think im going to go check on him.
I got up and walked to the stairs.
"where you going?" Jake asked.
"To go see jordan" i said.
"i think you should leave him alone.He needs some alone time." He said.
"shut up jake! why do you care if he wants to be alone or not. you dont like him just because hes friends with me. You have no right saying that he needs some alone time!!!!" i raged at him. But he really needed that.
"ok ok calm down " he said. He did not just tell a girl to calm down. Oh hes going to get it.
"dont tell me to calm down" i said before walking up the stairs. I heard him mutter "whatever" but i didnt care. I got to Jordans room and knocked on his door.
"Jordan? Its me Ava.." i said. No answer," can i come in?" He still didnt answer. "please i want to talk to you" I heard a little mutter that i think said to come in so i walked in. I looked around the room but he wasnt there.
"where are you?" i asked.
"im over here" he said from behind his bed.
"what are you doing there?" i asked.
"its more emotional when you lean on a wall while youre crying" he said. He had tears in his eyes but he wasnt crying. He looked so cute like that.
"haha right, but only girls really do that.... not to be sexist" i said to him. He looked up then got up and ran to the bed and sat on that.
"there" he said. I walked over to him and sat beside him.
" you okay?" i asked.
"yah im great my mom just died and now i have nowhere to live" he said sarcastically.
"seriously" i said to him putting my hand on his shoulder.
"yah im okay....... its jus-" he stopped and started crying. Oh no hes crying and he looks so cute! I feel so bad im beginning to get tears in my eyes. Dont cry with him Ava be the bigger person.
I sat closer to him and gave him a big hug. He hugged back, it was so gentle and i- i liked it. I lifted my face to his and saw his eyes. They were all puffy and watery and it was just so cute. Am i getting feelings for him? No i cant be! But i think i am!
I stared in to his eyes for a while. I was about to cry but i held it in. I gave him a bigger hug then pulled away. He wasnt crying that much anymore but he still had tears. He has runny nose aswell, i really hope he didnt get any boogies on my shirt. He wiped his eyes and then went to the bathroom to blow his nose. He came back and sat back down next to me.
"sorry" he said looking down.
" for what?!" i said.
"for crying infront of you"he said.
"dont be sorry for crying Jordan. Its a way to express your feelings" i said to him puttingy hand on his shoulder again.
"but its not that manly"
" I dont care if its manly or not. I think its cute when guys cry" i said smiling. He looked at me and smiled. I kissed his cheek then got up from the bed. "are you ready to come downstairs now?"
" yah i guess so" he said getting up and grabbing my hand.
"why are you grabbing my hand?" i asked.
"because im scared to go down there and not see my mother" he said.
"ok i will walk down with you" i said and we started for the stairs.
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*Jakes P.O.V*
I watched as Jordan and Ava came down the stairs hand in hand. What happened up there? did they have a makeout session or something and are now a couple? I do have tto admit. Ava was right when she yelled at me, i am mad at him, no not mad jealous. I really like Ava and shes with Jordan.
"Hey jordan! how are you ffeeling? " Mrs. Bolick said. (Avas mom) .
" im okay. been better" he said. The way he was holding Avas hand got me all burned up inside and really jealous. I just want to punch him right in the face.
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* Jordans P.O.V*
I like Ava, no i LOVE Ava. Shes just so perfect and awesome and i just cant explain ger amazingness!! Us holding hamds just felt so real just like we were actually dating. One day I will ask her out and one day i will ask her to marry me! I just love her that much. The only person whos standing in our way is that Jake kid.
