Love comes and goes as you truly desire, one look makes my hands murmure to your resplandor and I let go of feelings that logically I wouldn't pursue, it's like I let go of you and suddenly all my stars come dancing but then I find a new version of you on another body and as tight as I hold they let go and find me in another lady. Why is it so hard to hope for a white dress when the person standing right in front of you let's go so easily, I want to scream at the top of my lungs and cry cause it feels like it's almost never enough, every mistake, every tear let down is a hope that maybe tomorrow I'll have someone by my side and I ask god everyday I pray and I pray, that one day I'll find that version of the one I will love, the one that hopefully wants to spend a life time with me as a witness and a lover, as a soulmate and my arrow just one day, I'll be someone's love of their life, someone's honeymoon, someone's lifetime partner, cause maybe not today but tomorrow and I can finally let go of my hearts desire.
