If it's about a leaf she fell, she fell cause spring doesn't hold on to her like autumn... or at least that's what the weather indiques, it's striking how polite you emerge, and I subsided to your thoughts. 'Cause on a rabbit hole I've been crawling, giving you space but trying hard not to mention how crazy it makes me that your phone you haven't answered. To my texts you declined even if you where the first to approach and to my heart once healed a wound hasn't closed so dripping down my spine the same archer a different player, same words a different mouth, same spirit but a different soul and different place. I just want someone to call my own, someone who loves me as forever emerges, because I'm young, because it's not about who grows old but who loves and witnesses, who's caring enough to understand that a lover isn't just a soulmate to walk with, but it is someone like a friend that with a fight I forget you for a week but next week you're again who I truly desire,I crave I admit, I sleep in your bed if that's okay, I let go of your hand but if you come crawling if you scream my name my friends will be disappointed but god knows that love isn't about who I disappoint but who I truly gave a heart too and who I healed so desperately, who I for sure knew would break me. Cause love doesn't judge, love forgives, love let's go, love is crazy but love is real, and I hope one day love comes and finds me, and like a lost soul I can say I broke down for you but it was all worth it...
