Admit You Did It.

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GENYA POV:

(AGAIN, SELF-HARM MENTION) 

I didn't tell Nemi, I was afraid he'd yell at me. Turns out he was calmer than excepted.

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After Muichiro had left the day he found out I went downstairs and decided to go tell Nemi.

"Hey, Nemi. May we please speak?" I asked calmly.

"What is it." He sounded like his normal bad mood self.

"Uhm.." I acted weird so, yeah he was most likely concerned. 

"Genya, you okay?"

"Yeah- uhm."

"Genya, is there something you are trying tell me?"

"Mhm.."

"Oh? What is it?" 

"Uhm- I've been doing things to myself."

"What things?" 

"..."

I went silent, I wanted to wait to see if he'd maybe figure out himself that i'd been self harming.

"Genya, have you been?.. Cutting yourself?"

"N-Yes."

"Oh, Genya.." 

It went silent for a moment.

"I thought you wouldn't care."

"Genya! Of course I care! I know I'm a bitch and I know I act like I don't care but I do!" 

He put his hand on my shoulder. 

"Genya, I want you to tell me when you do things like this. You can't just keep it from me. Just when someone asks you if you did something just Admit You Did It."

"... Okay." I stood there in regret, but I knew I would tell him anyways.

"You okay?.."

"Mhm." I just kinda mumbled. 

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I told him, I was surprised he wasn't yelling at me. Well he kinda did but he was calm about it. That's odd of him to be honest.  But it's good his is worried.  Now I'll have to tell him when I do it..

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