New life new luck (English version)

Chapter 18

I'm sitting on the couch and stroking the back of my beautiful girlfriend who has snuggled up to me and fallen asleep. I lay him down too and try to sleep. I wake up because the doorbell rings. I look at the clock and see that it's 6 p.m It's shit Rose and Jisoo wanted to come I release Jennie from me slightly who grumbles but stays there I go to the door and see two over happy girls smiling at me I let them in "what took so long, I must have rung the bell 4 times until you opened the door" Rose asks me as we go into the living room. When we arrived I sat down next to Jennie who had put her head on my lap. "Oh now I know what took so long" Rose says with a smile. Jennie sits up slightly and puts her head on my shoulder and opens her eyes "well have a nice good evening Jennie" says Jisoo with a smile on her face "hi Rose and Jisoo" says Jennie in a sleepy voice "yes hi sorry we didn't open the door but how "You see, we slept," I say and put my arm around my girlfriend and stroke her arm. "Oh, that doesn't matter, I know that Jennie needs sleep, even if she still looks as shitty as she did at school," says Jisoo and a slight smile but also a worried look "eyy jichu I heard that but unfortunately you're right I'm still not feeling better" Jennie can be heard saying quietly and sadly "Hey how was it, I'm making something to eat and you're watching a movie "You can see it," says Rose with a smile on her face. "You have to say, whenever she's around me I'm always in a good mood. Maybe it's because she's my best friend and was the first person I met in Korea "yes OK, I'll come with you then Jisoo and Jennie can choose a film" I says and everyone nods. Jisoo sits down on the couch and Jennie snuggles up to her. I notice that she needs a lot of physical contact from her friends. I can understand it too It's not easy to process what's happened in the last few weeks. I go to Rose and the kitchen and look at what we have there. "Hi, do you have any food for kimchi?" Rose asks me and I have to say I don't know what Jennie has, but I do I think she has that there "um, I don't know, I'll ask Jennie" I say to Rose. I go back into the living room and see Jisoo and Jennie sitting on the couch and talking. Jennie also has a slight smile on her face, which made me smile straight away . I've noticed for a few days that something is bothering her but I don't know what, even though I would like to know that she would say it too, but I'll give her time with it, she also knows that she can talk to me about anything She's holding back on things, I hope she can at least tell Jisoo "hi babe, everyone good? Did you want something?" Jennie suddenly asks and looks at me "um, yes, I wanted to ask if you have things for her kimchi" I ask her and smile in her direction "yes, they must be in the fridge" says Jennie I just nod and go back to Rose who apparently has the things has already found "there you are again, what took so long" she asks me "oh it doesn't look like you found the things" I say to Rose who smiles kindly at me "yes, maybe you can separate it like that "I'll make the rice and the cabbage for a long time," says Rose and I go straight to cutting it. It's been a long time since I've had to do something with her again, but lately she's always been doing something with her sister, which is also om, but I have I miss her and I'm happy when she and the song show "hi, tell me, you have the song in some way for Ji" she puts her hand on my mouth and presses me in a bit of shock "not, well somehow yes but somehow like no" says Rose and looks at the floor "hi you don't have to be embarrassed, I wouldn't mind if you got together at some point but be honest you love her very much or" I ask my best friend "yes and I want to "Tell her, but I'm scared," says Rose and I see a tear streaming down her face. "I can understand that, I was scared with Jennie too, but it's best if you just be honest, even if it might not be the case "I want to be more friends or whatever, but it could also happen that she returns your feelings, but only you can find out if you talk to her," I say to Rose, who looks at me again with a blank look, "yes, but I don't know When where but what bothers me the most is because I don't know how," says Rose, "should I say hi jichu, I have to say something since I saw you for the first time, I can't get you out of my head and I don't know what that is " Rose says a little uncertainly. Suddenly I hear footsteps behind me and I look around and see Jisoo looking at us. " I got that just right Heard" asks Jisoo a little shocked "a....ah......ahmm.." only comes out of Rose "Rose tell me if what you just said is the truth" ask Jisoo Rose "Unnie I ...I'm sorry," says Rose and looks at the floor. Jisoo walks up to her and lifts her head up so that she has to look her in the eyes. Rose has tears in her eyes. "Rose" says Jisoo gently "Unnie, I can't, I don't want our friendship to be ruined," says Rose through tears. "Hi, I'll leave you alone, you have to discuss this" I say and turn off the stove and go back to Jennie. Jennie is now sitting on the armchair next to her the couch "well babe how are you" I ask her and give her a kiss "I'm fine where are Rose and Jisoo" Jennie asks me "um well she just has to sort something out" I tell Jennie and give her a kiss the cheek and then on her neck "Babe" she says "mm" I just mumble "Babe, leave that and tell me what you need to discuss and what just happened because Rose was a bit loud but then suddenly she wasn't anymore" says Jennie and looks at me worried "don't worry, Rose is fine" I say to Jennie and press another kiss on her neck "Babe everything and tell me why Rose would be loud" Jennie says in a stern tone "well" I say I and sit on her lap "So I asked Rose when she finally wanted to tell her then she said I don't know how and she doesn't want the friendship to be ruined and then I said that she can be afraid After all, I had it with you too then she said, and I quote: should I say hi jichu I have to say something since I saw you for the first time I can't get you out of my head and I don't know what that is . And then suddenly Jisoo stood behind us and well now the two of them are talking" I explain to Jennie and she smiles at me "mm when you were afraid that I wouldn't return your love or that I wouldn't want to be friends with you anymore" Jennie hacks I nick again just because both of them agree. "Wow, cute," Jennie says and gives me a kiss on the lips. "No, I'm not cute," I say and nuzzle the crook of her neck and I nodded away

Rose's point of view

When Lisa left, me and Jisoo were alone in the kitchen. I don't know what to say, I don't want that, what if she doesn't return the feelings, I can still cope with that, but if she ends the friendship then I don't know how I can can continue to live "hi Rose" Jisoo suddenly says I shake my head to come back to reality "so now please tell me what you are supposed to be looking after, I can't get you out of my head" Jisoo asks me "and about it To make it clear, I won't end the friendship Rose" says Jisoo and looks into my eyes, my eyes trigger a volcano of feelings in me "I I yes OK yes Jisoo it was serious and I don't know what that is but I" I says and breathe in and out briefly and continue talking "since I saw you for the first time 1.5 years ago in the student council room, I can't get you out of my head. Whenever you're near me, I feel safe "Secured and just happy but I don't know what it means but I don't want our friendship to be ruined because of this" I say and try to look at the floor again which doesn't really work because Jisoo is still holding my head tightly "Rose listen "We've known each other for 1.5 years now and I don't want our friendship to be ruined because of this," says Jisoo and takes a surprisingly short pause, "but I've always seen you in the hallway or in the student council before that Since I saw you for the first time 2-3 years ago, I can't get you out of my head and I also know that I've fallen in love with you but tried to suppress my feelings when I'm around you because "I didn't want our friendship to suffer," I just heard that correctly, she said that she's in love with me or am I just dreaming? I just look at her a little confused I look at her again "y...yes al...everything's fine a.but Jisoo what you said was there" I ask Jisoo who then lets go of my head and looks at the floor "y...yes that was serious "I meant I like you Rose and we were very" says Jisoo I go to her and hug her "jichu I have fallen in love with you too and I like it when you are near me" I whisper in her ear she lifts her head and puts her arms around me and clings to me

We stood there for a long time and hugged each other "hi Rose, when is dinner ready?" Jennie calls from the living room. I break away from Jisoo and see that she is crying and put my hand on her cheek and wipe away the tears and give her a kiss on her cheek Cheek and then go into Attention living room on the way there I think about what just happened I can't believe she is in love with me and has been for a long time and always suppressed her feelings when she was with me that must have been difficult I can I understand it, I did the same thing. When I arrived in the living room, I saw Lisa falling asleep on Jennie's lap. "Wow, how sweet, I have to warm up the food again and then we can eat in 10-20 minutes," I say to Jennie They're both really cute together