Shameless || Hyunsung~

Chapter 5

The car ride to the store was filled with music and occasional glimpses at each other while the other didn't look. I was nervous thinking about what I'm getting myself into, but I'm not one to be afraid of change.

We arrived at the store and he got out the car, continuing with me inside. He grabbed a buggy and followed behind me.

"You could've stayed in the car you know." I said while placing things in the cart.

"I wanted to make sure you didn't knock another guy out in here." He said making me laugh.

"I'm sorry you had to witness that. There's a lot of anger built up in me." I said. Hyunjin got curious and walked to the front of the cart still pulling it along with him.

"Why's that?" He asked. I looked at him and shrugged.

"I guess my parents didn't have a very good relationship with money like yours do. They gambled away every penny they had and cut ties with me after finding out about.. you know." I said. He nodded understanding I'm referencing my sexual preference. "Even after spending all my school savings they still stood in the same place they started, and I've just been determined to not be like them. I don't look for happiness in money like most do. My happiness comes from the people and support around me." I said that last sentence while looking at Hyunjin. His eyes were so focused on mine. I cleared my throat and averted my gaze.

"But yeah, the last piece of family I have close to me is my grandma." I said while throwing more things in the cart.

"You still visit her?" He asked

"Every sunday." I smiled thinking about the elder warm lady that loves to embrace me for me. Who always cheers me on no matter what road I'm on, and who always lets me know what I need to hear. No matter how deep I bury things, she always finds em and throws them right at me, letting me know that it's not something that needs to be buried, but something that needs to be taken care of.

Hyunjin looked at me fondly as we continued shopping.

"I hope I can get you out of that." He whispered to him self. I looked at him and he looked away whistling like nothing happened in which I just chuckled and kept moving.

After the groceries were paid for, I called the boys while we were on the way back so they could be ready to come get the food. As we pulled into the dorms, they were already waiting outside.

"Hurry hyung I'm hungry." Jeongin whined holding his stomach as we stepped out the car.

"Come get these bags since you're so hungry." I scolded. They all went into the car grabbing things as I watched like a tired mom.

"Why don't you guys have breakfast in my room?" Hyunjin asked. Everyone paused with their bags.

"Why would we want to do that?" Seungmin asked. I was looking shocked as well confused on why he would want the chaos that we bring in his space.

"My place is pretty big, plus I invited your brother and them over so we could all eat together." Hyunjin said making me glare at him.

"You set this up from the start didn't you?" I said putting my hands on my hips. He gave me a wink before Felix spoke.

"Well i wouldn't mind eating with everyone." He said. I noticed the light blush on his cheeks and knew there was only one reason he was willing to put up with his brother.

"You horny little-"

"Alright, then it's settled!" Hyunjin said clapping his hands together cutting me off. He lead the younger couple up to his dorm as I went over to Felix and dragged him by his ear following behind.

"You keep getting us stuck with these idiots, dumbass." I said as he shouted in agony.

"Why am I getting yelled at when you're doing the same thing?!" He yelled. I let him go and stopped in front of him.

"We have nothing going on." I said.

"Chile please, I know exactly what y'all got going on. I wouldn't be diving into trouble if I didn't see you doing it first." He said in the sassiest tone ever. If he would've added two snaps at the end I wouldn't have had a come back.

"I didn't mean to get into this. He won't leave me alone." I whispered as we continued walking up to the elevator.

"You don't want him to leave you alone." Felix corrected making me roll my eyes. I knew he was right but I was unwilling to admit it. Felix sighed looking at me.

"You don't always have to be so cautious, Jisung. Let your guard down a bit, It's obvious you like him." Felix shrugged. I pressed the elevator button and we stepped in proceeding to the top floor.

"What if something goes wrong? I haven't been with anyone in awhile." I admitted.

"What could be wronger then stopping yourself from being happy?" Felix asked. I had to admit he was right. I sighed trying to let his lecture process within me. I guess I can't stray away from him forever.

The elevator stopped. I took a deep breath as the elevator doors opened and step foot in the hallway.