ᴄᴀɴᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ

Lost in you

"Park Jimin your so cool" a girl screamed in top of her lungs when Jimin shoot the last golden ball in the hoop. The victory was always ensured when he played basketball . Park Jimin the Most popular guy in the university who was the crush of all the girls and boys he always flirted  with them and acted as a playboy but he always kept his distance and didn't  date any of them.

Yet Jimin was not OK he was broken he fell in love with his best friend which Jimin was hiding since he was in middle school.........Yes Jimin is gay for his best friend but he was not proud about the fact that he liked Boys. He wasn't sure that was it only because of him or did he really liked other guys too, but he never knew cause all eyes was on Kim Taehyung the guy no one could deny.

They were best friends for the longest time possible Tae was the only one who knew that Jimin was gay for him . Jimin  didn't trust any of his close friends  to share his feelings because he wasn't confident about that.. Jimin was totally aware that he has gender neutral charm he did like girls but they never just felt right as Tae. Not only just the looks but Tae was so wholesome in everyway for Jimin . Jimin himself was girly in many ways yet attractive so no one assumed that he was gay and considered it as his charm.

Jimin entered the changing room he was a little upset that Tae didn't come to see his match but he had his own thing to do so he didn't show it much . Tae was the captain of the taekwondo team and today the university freshmen arrived so Tae had to be there as a leader but what he saw made him confused.

"Tae Tae what r u doing in there" Tae was in one of the changing room meddling with something

"ohm hey Jimin I was discussing something"  to his surprise another young male came out of the room now Jimin's mind was wondering with so many thoughts that what the hell was Tae discussing inside a fitting room.

"hello I'm Jungkook " the young male innocently introduced himself Jimin just smiled and rejected the hand shake which he offered and looked back at Tae Jimin felt that Tae was drifting apart from him because he told  him once that he needed space...

"Tae can I talk to u privately" Tae just nodded and eyed Jungkook to leave 

"this is what are u doing asking for space cause u think I always annoyed u do u hate me that much"

"Jimina now listen I never said u annoyed me ur just making up things in your mind i would never hate u i just needed my space to find myself u wont be there for me all  the time and this is our last year so please focus Jiminaa im begging u" Jimin understood that Tae wanted Jimin to focus on life without complicating himself  because he knew that  Jimin was hurt after he rejected him but still he respected Jimin for always staying with him even though Tae himself hurted him in many ways.

"you won right my mimi come lets get some ice cream" Tae said changing the mood and Jimin simply gave a forceful smile....at that moment  he was taken back he remembered how Tae never failed to make him smile but now he just had to force which hurted so badly...

After few hours 

They had some  ice cream and Jimin was happy for a moment but he didn't wanted to go home because whenever he was home he felt damn lonely and he wished he had someone  with him but in the past Tae would have a sleep over with him twice a week and that would make Jimin so much happy but Tae didn't do that now but Jimin never mention it..

"hey Tae just drop me near the uni i left my car there"  

" would u like crash at my place Jimin" Jimin wanted to say yes badly but Jimin wanted to think and spending time with him wouldn't be the same as  IT used to be  little did Jimin know that his behaviour made them drifting  apart little by little.