MENTIONS ED, AND ABUSE
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FLASHBACK
I walk into my childhood home not very good memories, and i look for one person, i knock at the door and wait and no one comes to the door so i ring the doorbell and then the door is forcefully open with anger radiating all over the man "WHAT" the man says, i flinch back and look at him wide eyed "hi dad" i say still shrinking he looks at me and then lets me in "RAVE" i hear someone say and i look and see a big blue eyed girl running my way and i meet her halfway, she jumps into my hug and i pull her in tighter "i missed you so much" she whispers to me and i hug her tighter and kiss her head "i know i missed you so much more" i pull her to look at me "happy 15th birthday kiddo, you're getting old" i tell her and smile, she looks at me "what" i say looking at her
"Can i please go live with you" she says looking at me with sad eyes, i look at her and tilt my head "ill see what i can do bug" i tell her and she nods her head and hugs me "were doing dinner tonight" she says as she lets go of me and i nod my head
As were getting ready i do maddie's hair and makeup and when i'm finished i look down at her and smile "your so beautiful mads" i tell her and she looks at me and gives me a sad smile "mom tells me i need to lose weight that i'm losing myself, she took away my meals yesterday tonight will be my first meal" she tells me and i look at her i grab her face in my hands "you do not listen to her, you are extremely perfect the way you are, you do not need to change at all she needs to change" i tell her and wipe the tear that escaped her right eye we get finished up and head to dinner downstairs
We sit down and make our plates and i look to my side to see Madi not eating yet just picking at it "eat" i whisper to her and she nods and goes to take a bite but her face pales when another voice speaks up "you really think you need that, the not eating is helping you" my mother says i look at her rage radiating off my body "enough, Madi eat and then were leaving" i tell her and she starts eating "go get changed" i tell Madi and she goes upstairs.
I get up to go outside when i hear "your worthless raven" i hear my father say i look at him and wait for more "your a sorry excuse for a daughter your nothing, no college degree, no life, your gonna die all alone you always screw everything up, and your sister looks up to you" he says and he lets out a scoff i nod my head and give him a smile "i'm the sorry excuse yet you were the one sitting on that damn couch my whole life drowning yourself in beer and cocaine, your life is a waste and the faster your gone, the better me and Madi will be with life" i tell him and he looks at me and comes at me fast and puts me up against the wall and chokes me
My breathing starts getting shallow and my vision darkens and i'm almost unconscious till i hear a gasp. I fall to the ground and look up and see Madi i hop up onto my feet and pull her towards me into my car.
We end up going to an ice cream shop "do you want anything" Madi asks i shake my head and hand her 20$ she looks at me and smiles and hops out of the car, i look down at my hands and bring them up into fists and bring them roughly down on the the wheel "you are worthless, you could keep Madi away from this life but you can't" i say as i keep punching the wheel until i stop and look at my knuckles red and already starting to bruise i hear the car door open and i see Madi come in and she hands me a bag of ice and she points at my knuckles "i saw" she says as she looks at me "rave-"
END OF FLASHBACK
"Raven" i hear someone say, i look up and see daryl looking at me "you okay" glenn says i look at him and then daryl and nod my head "were here" i hear someone say and i look out of the RV and see the big building called the C.D.C. We had left Jim at a tree a while back, he was turning quite fast.
We all get out of the RV and look around "Omg that smell" i say and i see walkers everywhere dead on the floor, military men and women dead "so much for the military protection" i say and shrug as i pull out my pistol and we make our way to the shutters at the C.D.C.
"We gotta get out of here there's walkers here already, it's gonna be worse at night rick" i say as i tell him "ravens right" lori says rick looks up and sees the camera move and he starts yelling at it "PLEASE LET US IN YOUR KILLING US PLEASE" he keeps saying as shane tries to pull him back and he finally gives up and were about to leave when there's a bright light behind us......
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