I keep waiting for you you

6. On the low

Tae's POV

So it's happening I have decided to give Jungkook another chance more like a test run to see how this is going to work out.

I know guys I have my doubts and I am terrified about him doing what he did before.But I can't deny that I still have feelings for him.

I didn't tell Jimin that I have been hooking up with Jungkook for about a week now but I know he can tell something is going on. I was in the office getting ready to go have lunch when he barged in

Jimin:" Are you avoiding me?

Tae:" No of course not, I just have been pretty busy.

Jimin:" hmmmmm we work together and I know your schedule babe..what's going on seriously?

Tae:" Nothing is going on stop overreacting.

Jimin:" hhhmmmm your skin is glowing...

I touch my skin and try my hardest to stop myself from blushing but it's obviously showing

Jimin:" oh my gosh , oh my gosh is that after glow? Did you finally get some? Tell me everything

Tae:" will you lower your voice please and no I didn't..

Jimin:" you are blushing so hard...Bogum   is my new favorite person.

Tae:" I didn't say him though and before you say anything else it's just hooking up nothing serious.

The look on his face drops and his eyes goes wider and his mouth ajar.

Tae:" Don't make that face please

Jimin:" You're sleeping with Jungkook? You are fucking sleeping with the devil again?

Tae:" okay I know why you'd call him that but just hear me out I am being careful this time around and

Jimin:' what the fuck does that even mean Tae? You can't just casually hook up with someone you're inlove with..you are going to get hurt again"

Tae:" I am just trying to do what you told me to do, you said to get laid

Jimin:" yes by Bogum or anyone else but the guy who broke your heart.For fucks sake Tae it took you so long to recover and you're back at it again? Are you insane.

Tae:" Jiminah please, it's been awhile since I felt this good..can't you just be a little happy for Me?

Jimin:" I am the one who has to deal with the aftermath of his wrath so no I am not happy.You are still not going to continue with it are you?

Tae:" Jiminah..

Jimin:"What is going to happen? He is not out the closet yet Tae, what are you going to be his fuck buddy behind close doors only? You are doing exactly what he wants you to do, like back at school when you even hid this absurd relationship from me your best friend and here you are doing it again.what is is about this guy that's making you so dumb.? His dick? Is that it?

Tae:"I want you to please just understand me Jimin. I tried to fight it but he is just so..

Jimin:" there is no doubt about him being Hella sexy I know I teased you about his pictures. I know you are glowing now but it will be dull soon trust me. Why is he back only now after so long when you're doing okay.

Tae:" I know, I know what you're saying is true and I am stupid but I feel alive when I am with him Jimin.He makes me feel like no on else has..

Jimin:" That's up for debate because you didn't allow anyone to het close to you. I love you so much Tete, I have seen first hand the pain he put you through. Jungkook comes with a lot of uncertainty..he moved on from you and dated other men...don't forget that we witnessed it ourselves too.