𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

Prologue

How unpredictable life is one moment it gives you hopes and reasons to live and the next moment it will snatch everything from you and made you feel like you are all alone in this world with bunch of strangers.

Alone, this word doesn't sound foreign to me but the feelings does. I came to this world alone and I grew up alone even though there was people around me claims to love me but there is difference between the love they gave and the love a parents could gave to their child and I'm a unfortunate in that.

I were called names for being selfish, for showing less emotions, for being orphan, for defending my self-respect but in time flies everything changed I learnt to never let others opinion took control of how I should react.

I thought I would able to spend the rest of my life being the emotional less, arrogant, selfish orphan girl but things changed when a cold grey eyed man came into my life like thunder and storm who literally flipped my entire world up side down, a man who literally made me question my own morals and etiquettes.

But he was the same man who taught me what is love, he was the man who shows me that there is beautiful things do exist in the world and now he was the same man who literally turned those beautiful things into a darkest nightmare that no women in the world wanted image.

All his sweet,loving and caring acts were nothing but just a momentary facade and now as his true intentions is out in the light all the dreams, all the love once we had is now turned unreal. Rudra and Sathi's bond is fake but is it what it is or there is beyond of this act of him. I don't know but what I know is it was always her.

Her

It was,is, and always will be her.Even if there is given a choice to make he will choose her within a heartbeat
because she is his first love and I'm just his forced wife. She is his beautiful past meanwhile I'm his ugly present. She is his only choice meanwhile I'm his forced upon bride.

I never knew there will come a day that I would stand here and witness all this maybe somewhere Naina was right or maybe somewhere the mysterious caller were right I'm nothing infront her. She has everything that I don't.

She looked like a walking goddess who had everything Rudra wants in a women. She is rich, well educated, beautiful and have her own family but look at me I wasn't even half of the beauty of her's. I do not came from a well educated or powerful background as her, I do not have a anyone to call as family but that doesn't make me lose hope in our love.

But what makes me to lose hope in our love was the one thing that I couldn't give Rudra which he craved so much was fatherhood. I couldn't gave him  a child and she did it. Maybe because of that I'm standing here all devastated with no one by my support not even daadu. I wish so badly daadu were here today to tell me all this were just his grandson's silly prank but nothing like that happened.

All of the Shekhawat members are here to witness the most devastating moment of defeat of Sathi Iyer, the Sathi Iyer who once was brave enough to voice out her opinions and defend the right and wrongs is standing vulnerable with no one to support.

I wouldn't blame them for choosing to support Rudra because after knowing what he went through his entire life, he finally found his happiness again but this time not from me but from her but still somewhere I hoped anyone of them would have stood by me today.

I took a deep breath and wiped my red teary eyes which were tears kept spilling none stop after knowing Rudra is cruel  reality.

I turned to look at Rudra who stood there devoid of any emotions on his face behind him there stood her trying to as  possibly to hide her frame behind his broad back from my burning gaze.