Vivas pov
Viva had gotten her own place because it had gotten a bit too much. See branch and poppy being so happy being so in love with each other.
It reminded her of everything she didn't have especially wen he kept telling me all about clays girlfriend.
It's been a while In her new house. And Shes only now finally started to unpack.
She had the kitchen and her bedroom done but everything else in the pod was a mess.
And if she was honest we wasn't really in the mood to unpack or anything right now.
I stayed in bed most days and wen people asked me to go to party's I'd try and come up with an excuse.
But it wasn't just about clay and April. It was this place She missed her old home her old life her old self she was being not to recognise her self.
Just wen she was feeling really down she heard a nock come from the door.
She gos to open it only to see Carly standing in the door.
Hey viva clay says. Before looking at her up and down vivs are you okay you look
Viva try's the straighten up her appearance but it doesn't matter she could only imagine how this looked how bad she looked.
I'm okay she says opening the door more to let him in.
Really he asks unconvinced Viva..
No let me speak viva says before he can say anything else
I'm so sorry I've been avoiding you viva says sincerely . It's just I'm not really me right now and
knew that you would no that and ... I'm sorryViva it's okay clay says wrapping her in a hug she hugs him back.
So he says wen he pulls away are you going to tell me what's wrong or am I gonna have to guess.
I just told you I've been avoiding you because I didn't want to talk about it.
But you should clay says
Viva looks away not wanting to say anything.
Clay then begins singing
When it all goes bad
You're the shrink of the clubHe puts he's hand on her shoulder
But you don't ever take your own advice
The world won't fall if you're not holding it up
Just take a minute, put your mind on iceHe then puts he's other hand on her shoulder
And you try and you try and you're trying
But the burden is heavy and overgrown
And god knows that we all get tired
It's a long night when you do it on your own, and ITakes he hands down grabbing her hands
I hate how you talk to yourself
It's not weak if you need to be held
So cut off a little slack
And roll all your cavalry back
My love, take care of yourselfShe smiles at him
Call your friends, send your ego away, no
Don't need to take it all so seriously
You don't get a medal for the last one awake, so
Rest your eyes and give your baggage to me
And you try and you try and you're trying
But the burden is heavy and overgrown
And god knows that we all get tired
It's a long night when you do it on your own, and IHe the spins her around she giggles
I hate how you talk to yourself
It's not weak if you need to be held
So cut off a little slack
And roll all your cavalry back
My love, take care of yourselfShe smiles as clays hands move to her face cupping her face
Viva then joins in
And I hate how you're going through hell, yeah
When you'd never let anyone else
So cut off a little slack
And roll all your cavalry back
My love, take care of yourself
Yeah, my love, take care of yourself
All these things we hide behind
Let's not do that, you and I
Take a breath and take your time
Hold my gaze and we'll be fine
'Cause god knows that we all get tired
It's a long night when you do it on your own, and I
I hate how you talk to yourself
It's not weak if you need to be held
So cut off a little slack
And roll all your cavalry back
My love, take care of yourself
And I hate how you're going through hell, yeah
When you'd never let anyone else
So cut off a little slack
And roll all your cavalry back
My love, take care of yourself
Yeah, my love, take care of yourself
Yeah, my love, take care of yourselfHe hugs her again. Viva I can't keep doing this you can't keep avoiding me I need my best friend.
I...I need my best friend too.
Please tell me what's wrong... clay asks
I'm...I'm really really home sick and I'm feeling like super tired and lots it's..it's like I just don't know we're my life is going.
Viva...
But poppys her branch is John Dory's her your her dads here. You moved here for me and everyone is so happy that I'm here and making plans
But your not happy. Clay finishes
No ..no I'm happy and I'm trying. She sits down
Im really trying.But I used to be queen now I'm a nobody..
Your definitely not a nobody viva..
Yes you used to be queen.. yes you used to be have more to do.
But you will always be a somebody to me.
You have to tell poppy and your dad how you feel I know me and the other pit pit trolls miss are home to..Clay holds her hand.
And you know I'd follow you anywhere I know that old golf course became your home be you became mine.
Your my home too clay she says hugging him. Knowing that he well only he well only only ever see her as a friend..
Please tell them how you feel clay says
I .. I'll tell them eventually..
Viva ...
After the wedding...
Clays smiles
I'll tell them after the wedding..
I hope you enjoyed xxx...