Every day I drag my self out of bed and get dressed... For what? I always find myself asking. Every day I go to school ware I get tormented becuase i have a job and I dont have a significant other person in my life... Then comes lunch ware i have to sit down and not eat becuase my parents take my money that I had earned from my job. Then i get harassed for beeing poor, and so then I lay my head down to try to escape their torment and scornful remarks. And the only three people who I could trust stood up and shouted out all of my deepest thoughts and secrets for everybody to hear. Then after lunch comes the afternoon classes in wich i sit there and do my school work and get called a fucking faggot penis licking cock fucker for just taking notes... And every day ucome home load my gun and sut there and think why shouldnt I? My father beats me every day my step mother is a drunk, my real mother killed herself after she had me. And every person who I carred for or have trusted has stabbed me in the back and left me alone when I just need somebody to listen to me... Is that to much to ask? All I need is a perso who will love and respect me for who I am ad not what i look like...
