𝕵une hasn't been here since two days, yet Maddie has showed up to the Hugheses' house every day.
It first started with Cassie asking her to be around so that they could get to know each other and be the normal ones in a house full of guys.
And then it turned into something more.
It got addicting.
It's been so long since she's hung out with a huge group of friends this way, how could she ever resist?
Even if Trevor is always there to make her feel all sorts of ways, it's still worth it because he's been behaving, surprisingly.
Keeping his distance and only really communicating with her if it's to make her laugh.
And she loves that.
She fucking loves that.
He makes her laugh so much. She'd honestly forgotten how funny he is.
She does cry herself to sleep on some nights because she misses him so much — it's weird how someone could be right there in front of you, smiling and joking and talking to you but they're not really there, not like you want them to be. You can't touch them. You can't say what you really want to say. You can't pull them down and feel their lips again. You can't call them yours again.
They're there but they are also not there and it hurts. It hurts so much that it's almost like you can feel your heart breaking every second that you're forced to pretend you don't want to them to do what they used to, say what they used to, touch you like they used to.
So, yeah. She cries herself to sleep a lot.
But then she wakes up feeling like a new person and decides to go have fun anyway even if by the end of it, she'll be left feeling worthless.
"You're staring".
She side glances at the amused blue eyes watching her from their position by her side on the table.
They came to the country club today and it's been fun in the sense that she's spent the time making fun of Cole's golfing skills then gossiping a little with Cassie and watching Quinn and Cassie interact, very very closely.
"And you're not?", she raises a challenging brow.
He shrugs, grinning.
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