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Too Loud

Hyunlix smut
Top: Hyunjin
Bottom: Felix

• confessing feelings, blowjob, sex, getting caught, kinda forced (?)

I found this smut I wrote 3 years ago, it was super rushed so I'm re-writing it to match my current style. it's Hyunlix again since you guys seemed to like 'Long Flight' a lot

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"How the hell am I supposed to sleep if I can't get him out of my head!" Felix thought out loud, shaking his teddy bear's shoulders as if he was a human being. He needed someone to talk about his problems to, and he absolutely didn't trust his group members, especially when his secret had to do with one of them.

He wanted to tell Jisung, his very close friend, but he already knew that he would tell minho as soon as he could. Minho always tells Chan everything since he's so obvious when he has a secret that he shouldn't spill, and Chan loves secrets.
Chan would tell Changbin, the member which he always hangs out with, and everyone knows that Changbin can't keep secrets. He would tell Jeongin, that always spills the tea to Seungmin, and Seungmin... he would most likely tell Hyunjin, the 'main character' of Felix's secret.

At least this is what Felix imagined the situation to be like in his scared little brain.

"love is a bitch, why did I fall in love with Hyunjin? why him? and why is he so addicting? ugh."
Felix threw the teddy bear on his bed, not wanting to talk to him anymore. He was a great listener tho, poor him.

"Why did I have to get a crush on my best friend? this is so wrong!" the latter started bouncing and rolling on the bed out of frustration.

"Should I go to his room to distract from the fact that I like him?" he thought. "No, that's so dumb, why would you even think about that Felix?" answered the little voice in his head.

"I should stay here and read a book, yea." He stood up from his bed to reach his tiny bookshelf in his bedroom. Luckily he's alone most of the time, since Jisung, his roommate, stays in Chan's room along with Changbin, Hyunjin's roommate, to work on songs nearly every night, bothering poor Minho who would like to sleep in peace in his and Chan's room. Felix always wondered where he found the motivation to make music all the time.
But being alone means more space for his stuff.

He started looking through his book collection, regretting his decision and just sitting on the floor with a pout.

"Oh come on, you're not a kid Felix! just go to his room, he's your best friend after all, isn't he?" his intrusive thoughts kicked in once again.

Without thinking about it twice, he stood up and walked to his door, opening it. He then started heading to Hyunjin's room, which seemed to be 'Changbin free' as usual.

Without looking at the door, he knocked on it.

'fuck'

The door opened up slowly, and Felix's face got as red as possible. Hyunjin was sleepy, his cheeks were puffy and his hair was a little messy.

'such a cutie...' Felix thought, staring at him right in the eyes.

"Felix? Are you alright? You seem a little unsettled." Hyunjin said, taking Felix back on planet earth by caressing his hair.
"Let me guess, did you have a nightmare once again? come on in mate."

Felix couldn't process any of his words apart from "unsettled" and "come in". His mind was so confused, so he just decided to run inside Hyunjin's room, hiding himself under the blanket on his bed as soon as possible. Saying that he was embarrassed clearly wasn't enough.