It's 12.59 am
- Oh god I'm so scared, but feeling sad feels like home -
- If I'm sexy they'll look at me -
- Please, just hug me and tell me you're there, be my fake dad and fill my arms with kisses and not bruises -
- Tell me it's okay and everyone makes mistakes, please, dad -
- I'm scares of hugging you, but I really need it -
- I'm sorry, I was too loud -
- I'm sorry I'm stupid, but don't say I'm a woman, please -
- I don't want them to leave me, please I can be whatever you want -
- Protect me, I can't do it my own -
- Touching, but I'm not a toy dad, I'm a girl who is just growing, please stop laughing and playing with me -
- I'm a stupid woman, I'm sorry, don't tell me I'm like mom -
- what do you mean you aren't enough motivated to help me? -
- what do you mean I'm not responsable? I wanted to be like you dad -
- Your past it's really sad and horrible...just like how you're treating me -
- You're not a victim since you used your streght to make me understand math -
- I'm sorry I'm slow -
- I'm sorry I've forgot my opinion doesn't count because I don't have a dick -
- Men hurt me, and I search unconsciously those who'll hurt me -
- Mom please, do something -
- Mom, fuck you -
- You're not a victim since you preferred your "love" -
- I don't wanna be here, can I go to the couch? -
- Those sounds you two are making makes me feel bad, please let me go sleep away till you're done -
- Dad please, mom please I'm scared -
- I'm here! I'm awake! Stop, respect my poor ears! -
- I can hear the bed moving under us, my little sisters are here, luckily they sleep deeply -
- It doesn't matter, tomorrow will be like nothing happened -
- Thing never end -
- Thing never end, it's the rule if you don't want to cry -
- My brother protects me -
- He is the that I needed -
- He said he will never touch me more than this -
- Oh forget everything, he is just like dad, a liar -
- But it's also my fault -
- Why men in my life are so bad -
- At least I have them -
- I hope I'm not being to annoying -
- I'm like my dad -
- I can't fix myself, it's to difficult -
- I want to cut my face and be someone else -
- I hate loving -
- But oh how good it feels -
- I want to die right now, God save me from myself, I'm going to ripe my heart apart -
- I love my friends -
- friendship and love, too difficult to understand sometimes -
- Tomorrow will be another day -
- I have my alarm on -
- This time I promise I won't be irresponsible -
- Don't tell me what I did wrong please, I know it too well -
- Tell me you love me -
- You need me -
- Tomorrow I'll be okay because he will reply my messages -
- he will make me feel special -
- he will turn me on -
- he will be cute -
- and it will hurt so bad -
- because that what you did dad -
- that's what you teached to me mom, dad is the one that needs to be respected -
- you both painted your own things on my wall, now even if I draw on top of it to hide the colors, it will always be visible -
1:30 am
Goodnight
