Revenger (a love story)

The truth

I feel like crying, me and mattheo have never had a fight this bad. Well i guess he has never seen me kiss a girl. I know that I'm gonna have to tell him at some point. I just simply don't know how,its gonna crush him i just know it will.

flash back

mattheo just left and i'm so happy for him but i'm gonna miss him. 

i turned away only to see "Tino'? 

"W-what are you doing here i thought you went home" i said a bit nervously.

"oh you know i thought i might have a little fun with you now mattheos gone" 

he said with a evil smirk on his face. my smile dropped off my face i felt numb i couldn't speak.

me and  tino had a relationship when we were 15 let's say he wasn't a nice guy.

he hit me kicked me he abused me really bad and i've never trusted another guy the same after him. A part of me told me to run the other part of me couldn't move . 

He grabbed my wrist hard enough to make a mark. He pulled me to the public bathrooms where he pulled my top off and scratched me slowly across my face. I felt blood run down my cheek.

he pulled my pants off aggressively 

i was so scared i couldn't move talk breath. But i wanted to scream at the top of my lungs i wanted to tell him to stop, i just couldn't. i felt sick to my stomach that  h-he's touching me.

end of flashback

i felt myself breathing faster than usual, i felt like i was gonna faint. My eyes are sore i want to cry, why did that happen to me i thought to myself .

"it's my fault"I whispered to myself. i started to cry, i leaned up against the wall and slowly fell to the floor.

 "mia"? a very familiar soft voice said. the door slowly opened and Mattheo"s head slowly scanned the room and as soon as he saw me he rushed over and gave me a hug. "im so sorry for raising my voice at you" he said in a soft tone "i love you so much i hope you know that mia"

"its okay" i said trying not to cry even more that i already was. "im not crying b-because of t-t-that" i struggled to say. "what's the matter then my love" he said and he gave me a kiss on the forehead.

 "oh mattheo" i said and started crying again,i lent into his chest and balled my eyes out. i just couldn't talk. 

mattheo lifted me up i flung my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck my resting between his jaw and collarbone. He walked me over to my bed and slowly put me down and he cuddled me until i calmed down a little bit.

 " what happened mia y-you can talk to me there is nothing to be afraid of"he said whilst of of his hands was resting  on my thigh and his other hand was on my cheek wiping away the tears that were slowly but surely coming out of my tired eyes.

" w-well when you left I was walking to get my broomstick i-i seen" i couldn't finish my sentence

"who"? "who did you see mia" mattheo said raising a brow looking a bit worried. "i saw t-t-tino" i took a deep breath and then told him."a-and he raped me" i tried to keep myself together but i couldn't i just collapsed into mattheos arms. 

"who the fuck thinks it's okay to rape women he is actually fucked up i will find him " Mattheo hesitated for a moment before saying "A-and i will kill him" he said letting out a sympathetic sigh. 

"you cant kill him mattheo you will get locked away" i said still kinda crying

 "Says who?" im the dark lord's son they wont lock me away plus he thinks it's okay to rape women like ,who in their right mind thinks oh lets rape this lady because her boyfriend is gone like actually he deserves to die" he said with tears filling his eyes.