Lady gaga x y/n imagines

''you need to eat baby''

you had been fighting  to loose weight in over a year. It was so hard to not eat unhealthy foods.

Your girlfriend stefani always loved your bodu but supported you wanting to loose weight. every night she would kiss ypur body and tell you your beutiful so you would never stress about your body. but you kept stressing about needing to look good for the summer tho it was autumn.

you had been starving yourself for a week now without stef to know. your energy started to get lower and lower for each day. and kept stressing and stressing. ''baby dinners ready!'' you heard steff calling for you. no.. i cant eat, i wont loose the weight if i eat more. you kept telling ypurself to not eat but you knew your body needed the food. 

you had no choice but to finally eat after a week. but before you went down the stairs yopu weighed yourself. nothing..... you had not lost a single pound from the starvation. how? you didnt eat for a week. ''y/n are you cooming? im waiting.'' you rushed down the stairs, trying to hide that you had cried. 

''wait. honey have you been crying?'' oh no.

''no i just took a nap.'' ''ok then, i made your favourite.

lasagne was indeed your favorite food. you kept trying to avoid your toughts about not eating, but it was still to hard.

you added a little amount of food on your plate and ate. ''why are you taking so little its your favourite. stef saw asia and patted her head.

''im not so hungry.'' you saw on stefs face that she did not belive you but she didnt want to talk more about there. so you two sat in silence with asia on her lap.

''thank you for dinner, im gonna take a shower quick.'' ''ok honey''

you walked into the bathroom and  cried your eyes out. you couldnt bare it any longer, it was too much. you just wished weighloss was easier than it is. but it was so hard to be healthy.

you felt a pair of arms hug you and you imidietly stopped crying and wiped yopur eyes with your shirt. ''why are you crying moon?'' ''its nothing i just got something in my eye.''

''i dont want you saying that, i already know about the food and evrything.'' after that you just turned around and cried into her arms.

''let it all out love, i know its hard.''

''im sorry i starved myself for a week''

''shh its ok, im not mad. but i dont want to know that you will starve yourself again. ill help you ok?''

''ok steff'' steff  undressed you and made you stand infront of the mirror. ''you see this baby? this is all beutiful. but i will always support you and be by you side forever.''

''thank you so much steff.''

''lets take a shower shall we?''

you stepped into the hot shower and hugged stefani while she cleaned you. all the stress was slowly fading away.