The media has always had the same conception of me. Crazy serial dater.
I spent years dwelling on how to make them see the real me, the girl who believed in true love and searched for it but it always went wrong, causing me to write songs about it and eventually moving on to another boy I liked, still searching and believing in finding true love someday.
It's like a vicious circle, I keep getting hurt but I also keep having faith in boys and love thinking "This is the one. He'll stay.", as soon as I meet someone new who I like.
As I have already told you, each song was somehow inspired by Harry Styles. We first met at a concert by Ed Sheeran, one of our mutual friends. He was really sweet and we sort of connected from the beginning on. Talking to him was relaxing and he managed to make me laugh all the time. That's when I started having a crush on him and thinking about us. Saw you there and I thought, "Oh my god, look at that face, you look like my next mistake, love's a game, wanna play?"
According to the media it didn't work out because I am too clingy and possessive, I am glad to know that that is not the truth because I wouldn't like myself like that. That's not who I am. Keep you second guessing like, "Oh my god, who is she? I get drunk on jealousy."
Now I have come to the realization that I cannot change it, so I have come up with a new way of dealing with this picture of me that is presented to the world each day. I make fun of it. This whole song is basically a sarcastic answer to every rumor about my love life I have ever heard. Ain't it funny rumors fly, and I know you heard about me.
As I have read on seventeen.com, I have dated about 23 guys in the past 9 years, which may or may not be a record. Needless to say that that is not true. I have had six boyfriends in my life. My last relationship was two years ago. Yep. You guessed it right. Harry. Got a long list of ex-lovers, they'll tell you I'm insane, 'cause you know I love the players, and you love the game.
People tend to believe everything they hear and I don't want you to be like that. I want each of you to have their own mind, own opinions and to be critical.
There once was a girl known by everyone and no one.
