My Sun

Evening is dull!

The last page of this book was so boring that I started hating the evening. Why would the author finish the story in such a way that the reader feels like " Why would you write such shit?" I am wondering why am I even reading this in the first place. Oh! I remember someone recommended me this book 6 years ago. Wait! Maybe 8 years ago. I  don't even remember now. It's been too long to be remembering specifics. But the one who gave me this present, how can I ever forget him while  I cling onto something which is giving me pain each time I read it. It's painful and shitty as this book. Making me fallout of 'my world' to reality. How can I quit this addictive pain?

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The phone rang as I gazed through the window to see the dark clouds forming thunder and light. I picked it up on the second time it went off, because if it's something important they'll call you again. That's the last thing I want to remind myself with. I usually don't pick up my phone if it's not my mother. What a surprise! It's my dear elder brother. We don't call that much but  ya we care about each other. I hope it's not bad news.

'Ha, Tell me you didn't divorce?'

'Not yet! I want to see you soon... and it's pretty much important...'

'That pretty doesn't seem right... Well you see, I'm a Pretty Busy pers...'

'Yaya... famous writer and director....you have to meet me soon... I have booked tickets for you to return from Germany...that's all... no need to say anything just come here...mom is here  too...see you sooon...'

The call ended too soon than expected. Isn't it high time his wife divorces this idiot. Now I have to pack  all the stuff  in two days. Meh.. Is this even  necessary? I know what  he  is going to discuss. He's pretty much  a predictable guy for the past 8 years or so. Off to India then....

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I have to meet them  I guess. After-all they are my best of friends I could ever ask for. Even though our conversations always cut short. This is a perfect opportunity for them to see how well established I am as a person. And I don't want to go back to stuff that haunts me . That's the only reason I could come up with to stay away from my 'home'.

All said and done. This flight is taking too long. I need some sleep. Did I forgot to pack my favorite tacos, oh no... I did... Hey pilot... take a U- turn  now... I need to pack some extra food....hey..