I have warm tears in my eyes, I have responsibilities on my shoulders the relationships I was born with but my heart aches and it aches hard. It's hurting because of these very relationships and one can say, I don't care but actually not caring takes years of patience. I am yet not a master in it I guess..

Still no one understands but ALLAH Subhan O Tallah alone.

I cried to myself in silence until I saw this msg on my mobile screen on a random Whatsapp group.

It said:

✨لَن تَجِدَ أَحَنُ مِنَ اللّٰه عَليكَ✨
تم اپنے لیےاللّٰه سے زیادہ مہربان کسی کو نہیں پاؤ گے❤️🌸✨

💫🍁♥️

Tum apne liye ALLAH se zayada mehrban Kisi ko na paao ge.

You will not find anyone more kind to you than Allah Subhan O Tallah.

and that made me  realize it's truth.

I have no human I can talk to as my mom has already passed away.. Inna illahi wa innahil raji'oun 💔

may ALLAH Subhan O Tallah bless her with highest ranks in Jannah Al firdous.. Ameen Ya Rab Ul Alameen..

and yeah that's just another experience but in my heart I made this huge Dua that ya ALLAH Pak never leave me alone even for second, not make me depend on anyone but you alone YA ALLAH Pak, i depend completely on you, please.. please never leave me alone.. Ameen Ya Rab Ul Alameen 💔💔

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