I woke up to hearing the intercom on the plane announce that we landed in New York, everyone clapped and I began to pack up my things and waited to get off. When I got off the plane I began to pull my phone out only to hear my best friend Shey scream out my name, when our eyes locked we both ran towards each other and hugged. "Y/N!!!!! I HAVEN'T SEEN YU IN SO LONG HOWS YU DOINGGG!" she exclaimed as she rocked me from side to side in the hug, I chuckled "I been igh".
We exited the airport and walked towards her red audi rs7, I put my bags in the trunk and made my way to the front seat, I opened the door and sat down putting my seat belt on. As Shey began to drive I decided to put on some music I asked for her phone and put on 'Bow Bow Bow (Fuck my Baby Dad)' by the one and only, Sexyy Red. We sang along and played more songs until we reached her house.
•TIME SKIP•
"Y/N there's a block party yu tryna go?" Shey asked, "Will you know who be there??" I asked hesitantly. "I doubt it they always in the stu n this party far too" she answered, I thought about it and I decided to go this could be my way to show everyone I ain't no pussy and I'm back. "Aight I'll go" she squealed and we began to get ready.
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I took a hot steamy shower and got dressed, I headed down stairs where I saw Shey, "Shiiittt you look fine as fuckkk" she said. I chuckled and followed her out the front door.
•time skip• (at the party)
We got out of the car and headed to the bar to get drinks, before we could order this random tall ass dark skin came up to Shey he introduced him self as Bloodie he asked her if he could buy her a drink and of course she said yes. Once her drink came they walked of somewhere together probably to fuck or sum.
I started to get mad bored, but then my song came on (wtv song you want) I immediately got up and made my way to the circle that was starting to form. There was a random flat hoe shaking her bones so I got in the circle forcing her out and started doing my thing. My shit was moving like water, I felt someone grab onto my waist n start grinding on me I looked back and my eyes widened a bit, I knew him I knew that smirk as well. As the song started to change I took the opportunity to get out of the circle and get my purse.
Before I could get far I felt someone grab my wrist I turned around to see Ndot. "Hey mama, it's been a min" he said as a smirk grew across his pale ass fucking skin. "Yo bro lemme go" I said trying to get my wrist out of his grip which resulted in him tightening his grip on my wrist and digging his fingernails into my skin making me wince. "I missed yu ml" he continued, those words made unwanted memories start to replay in my head, as tears started to form in my eyes, thankfully Shey and that Bloodie guy came back.
"Nigga Ndot leave her alone tf wrong wit u!" I heard Shey yell, he let go off my wrist and started to laugh "I'll see yu around sexy" he said as he tapped my ass, his action didn't even register to me at that moment. "Take me home." I said and Shey nodded and we walked back to her car, I got into the backseat as Shey and Bloodie exchanged numbers and said their goodbyes. The car ride was quiet there was only silence not even the radio was on, the whole car ride I was thinking of the old memories between Ndot and I some good but majority bad.
•flashback• (8 yrs ago age 14)
"Fuckk y/n...." he groaned, we were in the all gender bathroom at our school I was giving him head and of course it was his idea. My throat started to hurt so I started to slow down wanting to continue with my hand instead, he gripped my freshly done silk press and slammed my head back onto his dick causing me to choke. He wouldn't let go, he just wouldn't I couldn't breathe he was blocking my air way as I found it hard to breathe through my nose at that time. My vision started to blur as they were also being filled with tears but before I could pass out he had finished down my throat, when he took his dick out I gasped for air and quickly unlocked the bathroom stall and ran to the sink and rinsed out my mouth. As I began to stand up straight I felt his hands grip my waist tightly "What's wrong mama why yu washing yo mouth out" he said as he stared at me through the mirror in front of us, what do I tell him I thought if I told him the truth he would get upset and who knows what he would do "My throat was hurting nun else" I quickly said he just nodded his head and we walked out.
That same day we went to my house no one was home my mom was at work my dad was overseas and my siblings were out doing their own thing. We were watching a movie in my bed everything was going amazing until he started rubbing his hand on the inner part of my thighs "Yu know I luv yu right ml?" He said and I simply nodded in response. "So when yu finna let me take yo virginity away? No more excuses no one's home, yu not on your period shit and yu not busy wit homework" he said as he stared into my soul "I.. I'm not ready.." I said as I looked down at his hand to avoid his gaze and because his hand placement made me uncomfortable "He kissed his teeth, how yu gon neglect me like dat the fuck!?" He yelled, before I could even respond he said fuck it and got off the bed he dragged me down onto the bed further by my ankles and started to kiss my neck down to my torso at first I didn't realize but when he started to pull my leggings down I realized very quickly.
I started to push him off me but he was too strong he started to pull down my underwear and take off his shorts n boxers. I took the opportunity to kick him and try to get off the bed but he got up grabbed me and pushed me back on my bed. He looked at me for a second as he had my hands over my head, tears started to consume my eyes as I could tell there was no stopping him before he could put it in me I pleaded and begged I really wasn't ready and didn't want my first time to be with him. As I felt him on my slit before he could push in I heard my bedroom door burst open my older brothers had came home early I quickly grabbed my bedsheet and covered myself and Ndot hurriedly put his pants back on.
"Shiii my fault y/n I ain't know yu had someone ova" one of my brothers' said, as he turned to face me once he and the rest of them saw me crying they immediately understood the situation, they dragged Ndot out of my room, as I got dressed I could hear them beating the shit out of Ndot and I looked out my window to him running to his bike and riding off.
How did we even get together? Why did I stay with him? You might be wondering, well he wasn't like this when we first met he was nice and caring he really was the sweetest, but when we started officially dating those things started to change.
He started to change.
We met when we where 11, I was at the playground and the ice cream truck came, I wanted to get an ice cream but I didn't have enough money, he saw me sad on one of the benches and he came up to me and asked me what was wrong. I told him that I didn't have enough money for an ice cream and he walked off when he came back he brought an ice cream and a popsicle with him we sat down and talked until our moms told us it was time to go everyday from then we had been hanging out and it 10th grade (you got a late birthday) he asked me to be his girlfriend. I fell in love with the boy I first met and I was hoping that he was still there, I don't know what happened or what changed I wish I knew.
•end of flashback• (present time)
We had reached home and Shey parked her car and I immediately got out, I slammed the door and ran upstairs to the guest bedroom and locked it. I took of my clothes and just layed in my bed in my underwear and began to cry, I cried myself to sleep that night.
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I hope u guys liked the first chapter 🤧 this is my first time publishing one of my stories 💕
