Blitz ANGST

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WARNINGS: self harm, mentions of suicide, mentions of bad mental state, and ect. 

if you ever need to vent, dm me on discord (cowboy._.rider) and I will listen<3

Blitzo seemed like an asshole outside but inside he was traumatized, broken, and messed up. Underneath all those scars are stories that fuck him up. For days, Blitzo couldn't sleep. His eyes hurt and burned from the staying up and drinking he's been doing. Blitzo's depression got worse after realizing that his life was going no where. He felt.. useless and not valuable. The thoughts of harming himself got worse and worse over time. His wrist were so soft but so sensitive. it was like his body begged for the pain somewhat. 

"Hey Boss, we have a new client who wants their ex to be killed", Moxie said, handing Blitz the papers. Blitzo's eyes couldn't focus on the words. "Oh, yeah just uh", Blitzo couldn't finish his scentence and handed the papers back. "You take this one Mox" he said, his eyes rolling back from lacking days worth of sleep. As Moxie grabbed the paper, he noticed Blitzo wasn't looking too good, so he did as he was told. 

"Does anyone need you, Blitzo?"  A voice said. Blitzo's eyes shot open. His heart began to race. "Nobody needs you, Blitzo!!". The voices became louder and louder.. The pain was overbearing and making things worse. In the corner of his eye, a blade sat on his desk. He grabbed it and began cutting his red and white imp skin. One. Two. Three. Four. the cuts bled and he felt better. 

He sat the blade down and sighed, knowing he'd do it again. 

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OKAY IM SORRRYYYY!! IK ITS SAD BUT I WILL DO A PT.2 IF YOUD LIKE SOB SOB I PROMISE!!! I MIGHT DO SMUT NEXT IDK BUT I WAS IN AN ANGST MOODD

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