it has been a week since school has started and it is a new semester i want to get good grade by the end of this year, it isn't like i have to but i want to prove it for my myself for future me. i felt so bad for the whole first semester(i am a junior high school student btw) because of different reasons. i've never had the habit to study before the eve of the exam but it was working for me most of the time but from the beginning of this year it stopped i think it is because of my addiction ,the addiction that i fought so hard but couldn't win. but this semester i have been clean for the whole week i didn't even think about it. i spent my weekend with my cousin and my little sister and with my mother, my mom made a grate lasagna yesterday i ate a lot after i was sick by drinking a lot of yogurt.
right now i want to go to Colombia university. for the whole week i had been focused in studying and i could do any of my extracurricular things. i couldn't attend my lab could take any other course or even play basketball or tennis (i want to play volleyball so bad tho). i need to get my life organized i settled a goal for week but i didn't do most of them, only studying(but i didn't cover much) i also need to catch up with the course that i have been taking for God knows how long. so i will set a goal for this week and i will achive them.it is going to be such a productive week
