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Kento Nanami X GN!reader
Scenario: the future Nanami always wanted.
Warnings: mentions of death, suicide
Notes:My first attempt on angst so I'm sorry if it's not good or at least enjoyable
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You woke up to the rays of sunlight shining through the window curtains. You turned around to face your lover but as you opened your eyes to glance at him you were met with an empty side of the bed. The smell of coffee quickly assured you once again. The smell of morning coffee your lover always made for you.

You got up from the bed and made your way downstairs.
Upon entering the kitchen your eyes were met by the sight of a coffee cup and the house maid tidying the living room.

Upon noticing your presence she quickly turned around and bowed slightly while greeting you
"Good morning Mr/s. Y/N".

"Good morning Mrs.Gin" you greeted her back. "I see that Nanami made some coffee". The maid fell silent for a bit before just nodding. You grabbed the coffee mug and made your way to the terrace.

You sat on the sofa which was placed there. While sipping your coffee you stared at the blue waves of the ocean hitting the beach and producing the relaxing sound which you could listen to for ages.

Buying this house was probably the best decision in your life. It was very peaceful, almost no one around except a small town about 30 kilometres from here. It was the best life you could wish for except the fact you wished your husband would be more present. The sound of footsteps ripped you out of your thoughts.

You turned around to be faced with Mrs. Gin. "What would you like to eat for breakfast?" She asked in her calm, soft voice.

"Just some F/F (favourite food)" you answered and smiled. "Coming right up!" She smiled back before going back into the house.

After a while Mrs. Gin came back with a plate of F/F in one hand and a plate of pills in the other. She placed them in front of you "here you go".

"Thank you...tell me something Mrs. Gin. Is there any chance Nanami would be coming home earlier tonight? I know he has a difficult job but..".

Before you could finish you were cut off by Gin's voice. "Mr/s. Y/N. You know he won't be coming back.".

You chuckled a bit at her joke "What do you mean? He comes back everyday, he just works till very late".

"Y/N. Mr. Nanami is dead. He's been dead for 3 years." Her voice was shaking and it was raised.

"No his not. He works long shifts so he leaves early and comes back late." You also raised your voice.

"Mr/s. Y/N. He died 3 years ago on October 31st in shibuya and you have to accept it!" Gin yelled. You stood up and threw the plate you were holding against the terrace floor shattering it.

"He's not and he will come home today like everyday!" You yelled back.
Your fists were clenched together so tight that your fingernails would make them bleed if they weren't so short from biting.

You both stood there silent for a bit before you walked around Gin and into the house. You ran to your and Nanamis room..well now only yours. Tears were dripping down your face as you locked the door behind you and leaned against them.

You slid down to the floor while your sobs filled the whole room. You knew he was dead. You knew but you couldn't accept it. After his death you bought this house and moved here. Gin came with you as she was the nurse who was taking care of you after you had many mental breakdowns which almost caused you to commit suicide. You knew full well he was dead. You saw his dead body or at least half of it. You scattered his cremated remains on this beach so he could always be with you. But after all that you still couldn't accept his gone.
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Word count: 686
That's it for the first chapter! It was my first time writing angst but I think I did a somewhat good job.

Please share your thoughts in the comments!
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