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ch. 3

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Tanjiros pov:

I was pissed everyone was yelling at each other and I couldn't stop them and I hate when they yell and I can't help...

I didn't even know I was crying until muichiro had asked

"Are you ok tanjiro? "

I started to wipe my eyes

"Ya I'm fine!"

I say as I'm getting up and running to my room in the butterfly mansion.

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Time skip brot to you by my lazy ahh
And this pic

I just love this pic because like protective muichiro is slayy!
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Tanjiros POV still:

I was still upset and I don't know why everything that has went wrong sense my family d!ed Started to flood In my head and then it happens the voice comes to me again I had to deal with it when I was young because my mom said people would call me crazy if I told...

Hello tanjiro miss me?

"No I didn't" I screamed on accident and then I heard shinobo yell to me

" you ok tanjiro? "

"Ya I'm fine! "

I lied then he started to talk again

So are we going to play cat and mouse or can I start my job?

"I don't know what your talking about? "

Of course you do don't you remember I'm only here to make fun of you and push you to your limit

"No no no I do not need that again!"

I had yelled then zenitzu came in running

"Why do you keep yelling tanjiro!?! "

"It's nothing. "

"Ok but if you yell one more time I'm going to throw you out a window! "

"Ok 🥲"

Wow your little friend doesn't sound like he cares for you at all haha

"That's not true! "

I had said forgetting that zenitzu was still here

"What was that tanjiro? "

He asked well turning around to face me

"Oh it was nothing... "

"Ok if you say so"

He then left and tanjiro started to cry  then when the voice had came back he started to panic.

Oh tanjiro I think you know what you should do you know it will make you feel better!

"No last time I did that I almost died! "

I said whispering

Oh come on you know you want to or would you rather cry all night and have people worry about you?

I had thought about it for a minute then I went to the bathroom and grabbed my razor.

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Yes come on you can do it

I had put the blade to my wrist and slid it across it hurts so bad but it felt so good at the same time.

I had been clean for 3 years and I broke it again now I'm back at square one...

After about a hour of sitting in my bathroom cut!ng I had 23 cuts on my left arm and 24 on my right

I was about to cut once more on my left when I heard a knock on my bedroom door so I got up quickly and locked the bathroom door so no one would see me like this...

I had got some bandages from under my sink when I heard knocking again so I tried to hurry.

When I was finally done raping my wrists I had put on a baggy hoodie so no one could see my arms.

Then I heard someone open my bedroom door so I came out of my bathroom to see muichiro?

"Hay tanjiro! "

"Oh um hay muichiro what are you doing here this late? "

I said cus it is 11pm

"I came to check on you cus you where upset earlier, also if you don't mind me asking why didn't you answer the door? "

"Oh I was taking a shower so I couldn't here you sorry! "
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Hi everyone so I'm so sorry that I didn't post this sooner I'm really busy with school right now and other stuff so ya but hope you enjoyed this chapter