𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 (𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐟)✓

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Jimin POV

4 days went..
I still remember on that day I saw him crying like child saying how much he love.. how much he love his chim..
Then why the heck you said that even knowing a child's heart easily get hurt you love me this much then why the hell you send me far from you?
Want my all answers from you and from myself..
Why I felt good when he kissed me why I'm feeling forbidden desire for him..

Jimin : What is between us? The feeling whom I can't name when I'm speechless my tears speak which my words can't..

He never looked at me in this 4 days..
I laughed.
The person adore me most didn't even look at me now.. the hurtness in his eyes stab my heart like knife.

This is what I wanted? Then why there is nothing except sadness and confused feeling..

I came downstairs..
I rubbed my palm on my shirt after 4 days he came for dinner..

Mina : come seat jimina

Jimin : yes

I noticed his face.. it's pale, eyes fluffy.. he didn't even raised his face it's been 4 days since I heard a word from his mouth..

Mina : yoongi take this son

Yoongi : I'm full (cold)

He was about to go when..

Jimin : h--

Mr min : yoongi I want to talk with you

Yoongi : yes dad? (Cold)

Mr min : tommorow you and jimin going USA your tickets are ready..

It's akward to go with him now..
For some sec we made eye contact but he broke it in sec.

Yoongi : ok I'll prepare..

He left from there..
I came in room.
I'm feeling empty. Some tears dropped from my eyes just by remembering his crying face on that day...
Suddenly I remember..

Flashback

Jimin : Hyungii is it hurting you (Teary eyes)

13 yrs old asked him.. how sweet I was.

Yoongi : baby Hyungi is ok it's just little wound..

Jimin : but it hurts chim when his Hyungi is hurt

Yoongi : you love your Hyung this much? (Smile)

Jimin : more than anything..

The way he used to hug me..

Flashback end...

Jimin : What was that? Just friendship?
It can't be just friendship what should I name this?
Sometimes being confused between your feelings is better than regretting after finding solution..

I should pack my clothes we are going tommorow..
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Yoongi pov

Last time I punched punching bag hardly