Talking to that someone special... wondering where have gone wrong, from all this to turn into a dream you dream every night, the pain and sorrow you feel just by thinking about that Special someone, you listen to everything they listen to, just to lift the pain inside... but your realize it reopens the wound again, So you try to stop thinking about that special someone... but the pain grows and grows until you no longer can deal with it, so you try to win them back, you try to change to the person they always wanted... you try become desperate to get their attention, you try everything but they still reject you... so you try make them Jealous by going out with anyone that will take you, but that still doesn't work, you break someone's else's heart, but you don't care, just if you get that special someone back... your life becomes a life of Sadness and hate...
Then you see your special someone with someone else, and that sadness becomes Jealousy... No one admits to Jealousy... not even the strongest people... You become suicidal... not wanting to live your life no more... you want to give up... not wanting to breath another second, next thing you know your scoffing down pills, holding a knife to your torn and cut up arms... thinking about that special someone...
Lights going Dimmer and Dimmer as you can see your Life slowly drift off into the unknown, You realize that you can hear something, you go over to that noise and you realize its that Special someone, Crying? Your Special someone is crying, because they want you back into their arms, they don't want to live their life without you, You see him storm out the room and start heading you way. You are slowly drifting away from your conscience, but you realize you need to stay longer, you fight the pain with all you have, you fight... then you hear your special someone scream when they see you on the ground, slowly dying, they grab out their cell phone and call 111, Panicking saying that they need help and their friend is dying, they hold you tight, you feel relieved that your special someone loves you and then reality snap's you back. You faint
You wake up in the hospital with all their bandages on your wrist and arms, you look around and see your special someone crying, you try get out of bed and you accidentally pull out some cords the machine makes a loud continuously "BEEP" nurses starts coming in, with shock paddles, they see that your alright, they rush over to you, and lay you back down and tell you to rest, You reply that you want to see your special someone, Your special someone walks over to you, with a sour face, they walk over to see that your still alive, the sour face turns to a face of joy, your special someone hugs you tight, you feel happy... but you still feel pain inside, like theirs something wrong...
To be Continued
