In a daze

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In a daze

On August 15, 12:30 in the afternoon, the weather was beautiful. Sapphire blues sky were dotted with fluffy white clouds and while the sickening rays of the dazzling sun glared down, i chatted with you, as I had nothing else to do.

*"Well y'know I hate the summer, it's too hot."*you boldly murmured as you petted the fur of the orange taby cat sitting on your lap. Suddenly, the cat pounced off your lap, running onto the street. You decided to persue the cat running away from you, and what popped out was the traffic light that changed from a bright yellow, to a glaring red.

Suddenly, a truck came out of nowhere. It ran over you and drove away as I screamed. Your ebony black hair, now mingling with the crimson blood, pooled underneath your lifeless body. The image of your lively-self slowly fading away in from my memory. Within the haze of madness a voice in my head called out to me and laughed, *"This is all real."*

With that, the sound of cicadas that sent ripples to the summer lake, were the only thing I heard before blacking out.

When i came back to my senses, j realized that I was in bed, waking up due to the echoing sound of my alarm clock's hands. "What time is it?" I said in a raspy voice. It was just a little bit past midnight on August 14. I remembered the annoying buzzing sound from the cicadas, but wow, it's kinda mysterious. I somehow ended up in the same park from the dream I had last night.

"I should head home." I thought to myself as I turned back. While I was on my way home, everyone around me were all looking up with their mouths gaping open.

Then I saw you, standing there, seemingly carefree. You closed your eyes and a single tear rolled down you face. Suddenly, a falling metal pole pierced through you. I let out tearing shriek almost being drowned out by the sound of the trees rustling. Within the haze of madness, a voice in my head called out to me and laughed, *"This is not a dream."* I started feeling light headed and even through my slowly closing eyes, I thought I saw you smile.

The sneering heat continues to send me into a daze, one dark world after another. This has been repeating itself for tens of years already, so by now you've probably already noticed it. It's like the kind of cliché stories that all have the same, one, ending. However, my story cannot be found during just another Summer day, but the summer day that keeps repeating itself.

This time things are different. When i pushed you aside and jumped in, the truck slammed into me. The colour of my blood reflected off your glossy eyes and dripped down your robot-like body. I laughed at the blazing heat from the Sun as though saying "Fuck you!" It has become such a regular summer's day for me that I don't even feel the pain of losing you anymore, but something has finally come to an end this time.

*I awoke on the 14 of August in my bed, my orange taby cat sleeping soundly on my bed. "I failed this time too,when will this madness end..." I said as tears formed around my eyes. I walked outside and prepared to sacrifice myself for her again.* 

~The End~

Author's note: 

So this was inspired by the vocaloid song 'Kagerou Daze'  I love the song a lot and I wrote this because I just recently learnt the meaning of the song so here we are <3

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