I held a red rose tight, letting the thorns sink deep into my skin. My entire world crashed around me like a massive waterfall. I felt trapped, left without words. I was left with many unmanageable thoughts and ideas floating in my mind, left without a voice to give them meaning. I always questioned life and every aspect of it. Why, how, when, where, and most importantly who. Who would help us and give us hope? Who will be there for you? Will we ever truly know? A single raindrop must fall before there can be a rainstorm. but really...what does that mean? we all have opinions, what we believe it means...but what's the real meaning? Is there even a real meaning? Is that meaning up to us? I pondered life. The others talked aimlessly, saying shallow things, thinking shallow thoughts. I sat alone now. since nobody else trapped in this place thought like I did. Since he left. I've sat alone. I've been left by myself all over again. They called him crazy for speaking the truth. They told him he didn't belong in our world. They where wrong though. He ran away. He never came back, never will. If you have ever heard of the LABB murder cases, you would know just who I am talking about. B left me alone with these kids. They all want one thing, something I could care less for. To be L's successor. But why? Who cares anyway? Beyond taught me that some people just don't understand life. and that it was alright, that he didn't expect them to. Beyond was an interesting man. B taught me how to find peace within the chaos of daily life. I just have to find my insanity.
~To be continued~
