why did I fucking relapse
none of this would've started again
if I didnt fucking relapse
I dont wanna do this anymore
I dont want to live like this anymore
but I cant ask for help
I ask for help and im weak
I cant be weak,
someone mentioned today
"you're like a mom"
yeah I am
I was raised like that
because the adults
always loved to watch me
struggle and drown
I wanna be a kid again
what I would do
to fix my past
