( ivy POV)
The palace was county due to the orgy going on as most of the maids especially the courtesan were out.
I just sat on my bed worriedly.
The way he pulled me from the hug was a bit rude. And he seems angry hope he didn't take Stavros as my boyfriend or something. . .
I sighed as I took a romcom and started reading in order to get my mind off him but I couldn't, I don't know why I always want to be next to him.
And maybe he doesn't even care about me since another courtesan is fucking him ."how could I be such a fool"
I'm lovesick in love with someone who doesn't love me and only uses me to clear his urges, all the time I tried to be distant from him but I couldn't .
I sighed again and fell to the bed tossing from side to side until I heard a Knock on the door.
I stood up sluggishly as I went to open the door and to my surprise it was Cardin zilan assistant.
" Hi" he waved at me, oh that brogue accent~.
" Hi " I replied in a low tone and excuse him.
Well we have chilled out alot and I often seem to like his company and it's a good thing he came.
" May I " he asked gesturing if he could sit
" Of course " I said and stood up " I'll be back"
I left the room and close the door behind me , going to get a glass of water, juices or whatever.
I was passing by lily's room when I heard soft noises like moaning.
But she went for the orgy so who could be there.
I was able to stifle the door open and peep inside and . . .WTF !!!
I step back slowly with my Palm covering my mouth preventing me from shouting.
Zilan was fucking lily,what I was thinking had come true.
It's all my fault, everything's my fault, besides who do I think I am , I am just a mere maid who turns out to love a brute prince.
I tried so hard to process what I saw but I couldn't.
I was so stupid to have thought he only liked me, besides I was just a courtesan made to be fucked and please royalty.
"Are you alright" Cardin placed his hand on my shoulder as the glistened tears in my eyes finally fell.
"I am not okay" I yelled and ran to my room, falling to the bed I sunk my face to the pillow.
If he could fuck another courtesan aside me,then I could do the same ....
