Welcome to my life.... (short stories)

Guardian Angels

This is my first story even though i wrote this 2 years ago so my writing isn't great :P

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Beth

 I had never felt the way that I feel now; depressed, angry and sad, all at the same time. I wish that my story could be a happy one, but it’s not.

My story used to be happy until my life went downhill. First, my father died and mum became an abusive drunk, but as if that wasn’t enough, my best friend died two days ago of cancer. That saying: ‘You don’t know what you had until it’s gone’, is the most accurate saying there is, because I didn’t know what I had until it was gone.

I wish that my family was back together and that dad was still alive. I don’t even see my brother anymore because of my father’s death. I wish that my best friend was sitting next to me laughing about how funny the new music video on YouTube is. I wish that my mother wasn’t an abusive drunk and that I could come home every day after school and not get beaten up and bruised. I wish that I wasn’t a total freak at school and that I could come to school and not be stared at every day, to have someone there to stick up for me.

Unfortunately, all of this will never happen, and I feel more alone than ever. The only thing that comforts me anymore is my music. Even that doesn’t always help the ache in my heart that keeps me up all night crying. So as I am sitting in my room tonight, crying, I think of all the good times I had while I sat on my bed looking through all my photos. It dawned on me that even though everything good in the world was gone, I wasn’t going to give up. That wouldn’t be what my father and my best friend would have wanted for me; to retreat into my own shell.

Tomorrow, at my best friend’s funeral, I will say my goodbyes, but she will always be with me in my heart. She will never leave me completely, and I know she is with me, just like my father. I know they’re watching over my every move, just like my own personal Guardian Angels. 

Well that is it please

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