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Time.
Time is a scary thing. I fear it a lot because I know it's all temporary. I know that my youth is fading, I'm ruining out of time to enjoy being young, the laughs, the lack of worries, I'm running out of time.
I ruin my own time by knowing this is all on a countdown, I ruin my own time by realizing at every laugh, every touch and hangout will soon be a distant memory, that my time is slipping through my fingers like sand that I desperately try to clutch.
My youth will soon fade, I'm growing up, I'll never be this young again, all these moments are fleeting.
I feel like my life is on a count down, one that doesn't halt or stop.
I wanna recognize who I see in the mirror when I look up and stare into my own sad tired eyes I don't look like who I should, I wanna see that young hopeful child that was full of life, I miss my innocence.
How I long to be a child again, loved and being cradled in my mothers arms.
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I hope everyone enjoyed the chapter, remember, cherish all the time you have because the clock keep ticking and never stops, shine bright little stars
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DiversosJust a random combination of things I wrote <3 Tw: some of these can be sad and talk a lot SH/ the fear of losing time/ growing up/ being in love/ not being enough