Karma's Happenstance Part 2 (Nikki Sixx/OC/Guns n Roses)

Denial

Amy's POV

Six orgasms later, I'm thanking every woman on the planet who had done her part to make Nikki Sixx the sex god he is.

It doesn't matter how many women he had before, because now he has me and for now I have him. I need to live more in the moment. And this one is pure perfection.

A heavy arm is resting over my stomach and hairy long legs are tangled up in mine.
Oh my God. I had sex with Nikki Sixx!
Lots and lots of mind blowing hot sex and some seriously insane orgasms.

Nikki is the kind of guy who believes in oral and more oral and sex and more sex, until I think I might die from orgasming too much. I wonder if you can die from too many orgasms?
If you can, then... wow... what a way to go. I'd definitely want to die from a Nikki Sixx orgasm.

I turn my head and watch him. His black wild hair falling across his face, lips slightly apart. He looks so much younger when he's relaxed like this. Not the bad ass I know he is.
The man is a machine in bed. I didn't know a guy could go so much and so hard and come so many times in one night.
Nikki Sixx proves that this is possible.

The other guys I've slept with have been one-timers and then lights out. But not Nikki.
He just goes on for hours.
I wonder if it really might be true that he's clean at the moment.
Because I'm sure he wouldn't be able pulling off something like this on smack.

I should feel totally exhausted, but I don't. My body feels worn out but in a good way.
I feel very alive. I haven't felt alive in a really long time. And now I do. Because of him.

Oh God!

What the fuck am I thinking?
Feeling alive because of Nikki is not good. It doesn't just cross a line, it's heading for fucking insanity.
Feeling anything for him, attaching emotions to the sex we just had, is a slippery path I don't want to end up on.

This isn't going to work. If I allow myself feeling anything for Nikki, he will crush me. He will break my heart and I'm not sure if I'm going to survive this. Not after what he did to my body a whole night long. Even if it would work for a while, that guy has a shitload of issues.

I let out a small sigh. Like I said: this is never going to work.

And l'm not even speaking about the Axl issue. My brother is never going to allow this. He fucking hates Nikki and he'll send me back to Indiana the minute he gets wind of this.

Panic grips me. I feel suffocated. I can't breathe.

Nikki's POV

The first signs of the new dawn is where I find myself cloaked in a light solid sweat. Amy is lightly panting in my arms. I could fucking die right now. I can't honestly say that I have never fucked the same chick all night long. Shit normally I wouldn't even put this much effort into fucking. Period.

It's just Amy. She's the only damn reason why. Maybe it was partly Yakinamundo's fault too, couldn't rule the old bastard out.

My mind is riding some high it never has before and it's been many long hours since I had anything of any sort. And what was there, believe me, I've sweat it out by now. But for the first time, post sex, I'm not even craving a cigarette. Amy is the only fucking thing I need in this moment. Fucking amazing. Nothing has ever seemed more simple.

"We have to go," Amy says from my arms just as her breath has settled.

I sigh as reality slaps me in the fucking face. I can't stay here. Not like this, not with Amy. If only I were fucking poetic enough to describe to you the feeling I have inside. It's tearing, ripping to shreds, thrown to the winds and frozen into glass that shatters when they land on the ground. I wasn't ready for it to be over. I wasn't ready to pretend it never happens. And I sure as fuck wasn't looking forward to it not ever happening again. Fuck!

"It's just getting daylight. We still have some time. Catch a quick nap maybe." Fucking anything but this night ending.

"And you think my brother is asleep? No. I promise you the phone in that hospital is ringing at 8 am. They will tell him I was released last night." Amy shakes her head. "He's going to know."

I smirk, "Relax sweetheart, I gotcha covered. I'll tell him since you didn't have insurance they couldn't keep you. So they discharged you and I felt like you were still a bit out of it and not up to travel...so I put us up at a hotel for the night."

"He's not retarded Nikki. He knows you like me and I like you...He's going to take one look at us and know."

I lightly trace her arm, "Why does that fact have to be the end of the world?" I say.

"Because you and me just can't happen. It can't work." Amy sighs and sits up.

I quickly grab her and pull her back down to me. "Axl Rose can't stand in my way. Not when I've made my mind up." I inhale in her sweet scent as my fingers grasp her out of sheer need. Out of my unwillingness to fucking let her go.

Amy tries to wiggle herself out of my arms.

"You don't seem to know my brother very well." She says with a forced laugh, jumping out of the bed before I can even stop her.

Why in hell is dramatizing this shit? I'm not fucking afraid of Axl.
He's not going to decide who I fuck. I pop my head up one arm and watcher her putting on some clothes. It's a shame because her beautiful body should be naked all the time.

"Come on, Amy. You're an adult. What the hell is he going to do? Lock you up in a basement?"

I say with a laugh.
She freezes for a second and there's a look on her face that makes me shiver. What the hell is that? Is that fear in her eyes?

"You have no idea who you're messing with, Nikki. He'll beat the fucking shit out of you."
She whispers and zips up her pants.

"I can handle you brother, darling. Just trust me..." I laugh again.

"No. Nikki!" She bursts out angry, putting a shirt over her head and turning back to me.
"You don't understand. If he ever finds out about it, he'll send me home."

She seems hurt. "And I can't go back there Nikki...I just can't risk this chance."

With a heartbreaking sob she turns away and storms out of the room.
What the hell is it with this fucking chick?