Gloomy - Niki

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A best friend is someone you can trust someone who helps you every time your down someone who is always by your side....but let's be honest this isn't always true.

"HEY RIKI!" I jumped hugged him from behind.

"Your heavy (name)..." he whined.

"How rude!" I smacked him.

"Ow sorry..."

"Whatever... hey let's go to lunch together!" I grabbed his hand and rushed to the lunch counter.
"So what do you want riki?"

"Anything is find." He had a plain look like always.

"Find then let's share (favorite food) together! Hello Ms may I get (favorite food) please thank you!"
I grabbed my lunch and dragged Riki to our favorite spot in the school. "Here we are!" I sat down and gave him hes chop sticks.

"Thanks..." I stared that him for a while today he was super gloomy and it made me want to punch him so bad because he was ruining my mood now.

"What's with the gloomy face Riki!" I got up and shakes he's shoulders. "You're making me gloomy and I don't like it!" I whined

"Hey (name) if I told you I was leaving what would you say?" He lifted his head up to look that me.

"Leaving as in right now or as leaving for a trip?"

"As leaving for a trip."

"I would be alright after all you you will come back!" I smiled

"Mhm hey do you remember when I told you I liked dancing and my dream was to show my skills to the world?"

"Oh yea you said that when you were about to sent an email to an addition!" I clapped my hands and smiled " So THATS why your gloomy they didn't accept..?"

"No it's not because of that it's just...I did get accepted but I would have to leave the country."
He focus on his lap.

"Hey but you're not leaving right..?" I felt my heart drop when he said he would be leaving. I regret the way my words came out but I didn't want my best friends and crush to leave me I knew I was being selfish but he is the only thing In this world I have left.

"(Name)... I I'm sorry." I felt tears rushing in my eyes when I heard my best friend say in a few words that he was leaving. so I ran and went to the girls bathroom and locked my self in I didn't want to seem selfish but I was being selfish in that moment.

For the few weeks left I avoid him I didn't want to get attached anymore I didn't want my love for him to grow after all he was leaving me so my love would just get in the way.

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"(Name) I'm leaving today I know you're mad that me and I'm sorry if didn't tell you but just know that you will always be my best friend (name).." I heard hes last voice mail he left for me after 2 years. I was still stupid In love with Him but why wouldn't I? I saw him everyday on my tv screen how much fans he had how popular and handsome he had gotten. Yet I knew he probably had forgotten about me after all we were just 13 when he left.

"Mom am going out to get some flowers I need."
I shouted to my mother while putting my shoes on in the front door.

"Okay dear be safe!"

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I passed every store there was until I got to my favorite flower shop since childhood.

"Hello ( shop owner ) how are you today!" I smiled and hugged the older shop owner.

"My (name) you have gotten big since the last time you came!" She smiled.

"It's has just been five years! Am only 18!"I smiled

"Oh it's been a while I haven't seen Riki with you he's had gotten big to even is an idol now he's an amazing young boy." She chuckled.

"Yea he was ." I tired to swallow my pain.

I bought my flowers and left back home before seeing a poster that said ENHYPEN world tour in ASIA I just ignored it and left it's not like I'll have money to go see him or if he will actually remember me.

"I'm back home mom!" I shouted.

I quickly went up to my room and plopped myself down in my bed. I really can't remember when was the last time I got a good night of sleep, after all the only thing I dream about is him.

"Ugh I can't sleep!" I throw my pillow across my room while getting up and putting my slippers on.
"I'm just going to go to seven eleven.." i grabbed my houses keys and left.


I left with my messy bun and rabbit pjs and my baggy pink hoodie. I normally always go out like this only  that night so i don't really care if i look like a child. I entered the building and went straight to the chips area. ]

"oh i'm so sorry!" i told the person i bumped into. 

"It's alright!" he smiled 

"Sunoo hurry we got to head back to the dorms before they find out we left the hotel!" another guy popped out of nowhere.

"Wait give me a sec! i still haven't gotten (favorite chip)!" 

I heard him say the brand that i had in my hand so i just tapped his shoulder and decided to give it to him. " Here you can have this one i just got it out of the shelve.." i smiled 

"Thanks so much your a life saver!! I'm coming Niki!" 

Wait did he just say Niki? "Hey wait! Did you just say Niki?" i grabbed his wrist.

"Uh no i didn't! I said um..." 

' i'm sorry just forget about.." i let him go and just decided to leave without my snacks.

It was pointless i knew he said niki but maybe it wasn't the niki i was thinking about..and plus there was no way he would even remember me..

"(Name)?.." i heard my name being said behind me i turned around and there.. he was. 

"Niki..I-." before i could finish my sentence he hugged me.

"Oh how i have missed you." i felt him tighten the hug.

"I thought you had forgotten about me.."

"What? why would I forget about my childhood crush?" 

"Crush?" 

"wait lets change it to still my crush.." he smiled 

"how about we changed it.. to lover.." i smiled 

sorry it took me forever to update but i have been busy with staar test and much more test so i haven't been able to have the time to update. I even updated this chapter in class so you my readers could get an update. Sorry for  mistakes! hope you enjoyed gloomy by me!


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