You made me so placic
Your lies just like acid
Destroying my soul
Your grip on my brain stem
It's causing me mayhem
So what if I bleed
You convinced me I'm worthless
I did so much to hurt less
To escape your judgement
Give over my body just not to feel again
Willingly inhale numbing halothane
Dancing on the light of a million stars
Brains waves slip back into old patterns
Neurons fire around a head that turns
Clashing through mangled singuliarities
Suffocate in your black hole apathy
Stunning supernova grants no amnesty
Dragging through every silent void
Yet I reach out to you
Wanting to see through
Your burning disguise
Sick on your cesium
Infected mycelium
Penetrate my skeleton
I paid for my past, tears and sweat
Run it back, rewinding cassette
Vinyl skipping on cracks
So bored of this same sad song
Tell me why has it been so long
Since I cared for myself at all
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Skulls and Chrysanthemums - an Original Poetry Collection
PoetryA collection of poems and lyrics I've been writing lately that I feel are good enough to see the light of day. Trigger warnings for self-harm, abuse, trauma, mental health, sex, graphic imagery and a possibility of emotional reactions. If you connec...
