Ashton Single dad A.U

Part (2) 4

Warning: Mention of rape and abuse , Read with cation                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   ...

Isa hadn't been home in a while ,called or text ...it's normal to not be home but she always lets me know if she's out or if she's home ...i couldn't shake the feeling that something happened it's been two whole weeks ,Even Maya started asking if she was coming back i didn't  go to work today the idea of her getting back and im not home was in my head the idea of  Maya just wanting to know she was ok everyday after school was stuck in my head  later that night i couldn't sleep or eat maya ate a lil bit of her food and fell asleep on her plate i cleaned her up getting her to her bed and she gripped onto me mumbling "don't leave me" ...

Those words broke my heart does she think i would leave her just like that...*sighs* she doesn't disserve  having to bear the fear of being alone she's only 4 ...maybe she thinks that bc i don't have her see her mom anymore...and that Isa hasn't been here in a while as well  what if Isa just le- 

I was cut off  from the thought of hearing a door close i placed Maya down covering her and walked out the room with the door a bit opened and walked into the living room to see Isa standing there looking down wearing a pair of oversized cloths ..they didn't look like her cloths either and there was a white stai-...It hit me the moment i saw her shaking ...she didn't leave she's small and skinny she could easily be taken she walked over weakly grabbing onto my shirt and almost fell i wrapped my arms around her picking her up softly  ,Her eyes showed nothing but sadness her eyes looked like two deep pools i could sink and drown in they didn't have the sparkle they once did looking like the morning sky in summer  she just stayed there in my arms i felt her body shake in my arms i went to the bed room laying her on the bed room she curled up and all i could hear was her whimpering as she cried quietly her body shaked  even more bc of her crying and trying to be quite i layed down next to her pulling her close she flinched a bit.

"...It's just me dear .....i-im sorry ,that i didn't know" i mumbled the last part i held on to her as she cried a bit more  and after a bit just laying there slowly she fell asleep ...i wanted to hug her so bad ask what happened...who ...but i feared it would be worse since she just got back  her body started to loosen up while she drifted more to sleep ,i placed a kiss on her head just holding her cold body and wrapping us up with a blanket i couldn't sleep the whole night her cries and her shaking made me feel useless ...what if maya where to go threw something like this and i couldn't prevent it thought's where flooding my mind until i felt a bright gleam of light hit my face o covered my eyes and sat up realizing i had fallen asleep i looked around not seeing Isa...w-was it a dream?...i rushed out the bed only to trip bc i was covered up in the blanket    "oww" i mumbled rubbing my arm i got up and fixed the bed really quick as i went to walk to the door frame i saw Isa there just standing still...my eyes widen and i rushed to her holding her close her body flinched a lil but she hugged back letting out a soft sigh in relief   after a bit she ate and showered when she got out she was wearing  one of my hoodies and shorts she had a bit of bruises and scars on her  inner thigh she sat by me laying down placing her head on my lap "Im sorry " i let out ,there was nothing i could do but feel bad ,horrible  she hummed and  sighed " They raped me tile i passed out ..they'll beat me when i did ..*voice cracked* but ...its ok...im alive still ...i can't change the past but ik i'll get threw it ...." she said  sniffing a bit  i sat back and rubbed her shoulder a lil as we watched the chosen together (its a good show, its about Jusus  and his life theres 6 season's but they only have 8ep but its good to watch and for me it helps me bc they teach you while you watch it's not that all bad )  Maya woke up holding her blanket while walking over with a very tired expression laying beside Isa covering herself with her blanket  and  soon going back to sleep it was only 8am so there was nothing wrong with her being tired Isa moved her hand through Maya's hair softly , Soon she drifted off  to sleep  as well i gently smiled  ....what she said was stuck in my head...how can ppl find the  pleasure to use someone so small and weak and just fuck them tile they can't stay awake from the overpower meant  to beat them just to wake them up and do it all over again...Isa's body can't handle most things she fragile like glass and she's sweet like candy she's done nothing wrong she can't stand seeing a fight or hear yelling she can't stand seeing ppl cry bc she will she can't stand seeing a stray bc she'll want to keep it  she can't stand a lot of things and that being in my head ...i can't imagine how much she screamed and begged  just for it to stop , A tear dripped down my face and i whipped it off closing my eyes trying to sleep as well to get it off my mind.

( I started at 1am now its 2;29am ,hope you enjoyed...total words in story 998  all together 1015)