I opened my closet and stared at it for a moment.
I stared at my golden dress with that black belt in the middle.
This was the dress I was wearing when we first kissed.
I still remember how it happened .. How it tasted.
We were in a wedding.
Lara knocked the door "hurry up,"
"Okay , coming," I said and left my thoughts about the first kiss.
I picked up black jeans and a black T-shirt with a red scarf.
I wore my hair up and put on my mascara and eyeliner , and then I got out of the room.
Lara wasn't there, I guess she's waiting for me downstairs.
I rushed downstairs and yep I was right she's waiting for me here.
She got up as she saw me.
"Wow! You're beautiful , it is stupid to leave you,"
I nodded a bit in pain.
"Anyway , let's go!" she said with the same excited tone.
I said goodbye for Sarah and opened the door.
I saw Lara's car as the first thing i see when i did.
I got in as did she and she drove.
"So , how are you feeling now," Lara asked.
"A bit better , but you just can't expect old me anymore to be honest,"
"Ohh," She said.
I shrugged and gave her the bitchy face.
"Can I play like , some song?" she asked.
"Oh yeah," I didn't actually want to but she did .. And it's her car .. I don't want to ruin her day , you know.
She lay I relly don't care by demi lovato
Damn i swear she meant to.
She started singing with her and when her eyes met mine she laughed so hard and I did too.
Oh my god I damn love her so much.
She made me laugh when I thought that no one could.
She did nothing , and there's nothing funny , but it's just that we understand each other.
She knew what I was thinking of , and we kept laughing.
And then we both sang with the song.
"Oh oh oh I really don't care,"
Yes .. I don't care.
We finally reached starbucks. I don't know why exactly.
We were about to open the door but Lara grabbed my hand.
"What," I asked.
"We're gonna meet a new friend , please be nice,"
"What?!!!! No!"
She ignored me and got in , ahhhh the way she's behaving is too annoying.
I got in she was talking with a guy who seemed like 20 years old or so.
He had a messy brown hair and green eyes , he was wearing a blue sweet-shirt and black jeans.
I stood beside Lara and kept calm until she noticed me.
"Oh yeah , Kate this is louis. Louis this is my bestfriend , Kate," Lara introduced us to each other.
And I was like "oh hi , how are you, goodbye."
"Hey Kate" he smiled and we shook hands.
"Oh hi," I left as i said it.
I could her him asking Lara "did I do something wrong,"
"Nope, can you please wit for me for a minute?" Lara said.
"Of course," he replied. I could hear them because I was standing near them.
Lara come to me and grabbed my arm , " kate!! What the hell?? Why did you leave , it's not his fault eh?? He doesn't know anything about anything,"
"Yeah , and I don't want to let him know," I said and then looked away.
"Ughhhh," she said and then she came back to him , oh I understand you little shit , she's goint to sit with him , and I'll sit with her , so I'll have to sit him too.
Ughhh can she just stop?
I went to them to ask lara what does she want to drink.
"Lara , what do you want to drink,"
"Frabicheno , as usual'" She said.
It seemed too rude to go away with asking him too so I said with an obvious fake smile "and you,"
"Same," he smiled too.
I went there and ordered three cups of hot frabicheno , and I started thinking about that brown haired guy.
He's so nice , and handsome. I just don't know why I'm doing this. I don't know why do I have this bad feeling about him even though i don't know him.
Well , that's the problem isn't it? I don't know him , but the real problem is that I know that I don't let myself know him.
I don't know what I'm doing.
Then a worker told me that the drinks are finished.
So I took them and got back to the table. Which I really didn't like (no idea why).
"Here you are," I gave them their drinks and stayed silent.
They were talking and joking and having fun and I was just watching.
Watching this girl with her ginger hair and pinky lips talking to that guy which seemed very british (I'm from spain by the way but I came to englang when I was just 2 years old).
But then they like , niticed that I exsist and they started talking to me.
"So kate," the british boy said (I don't know what I don't want to call hom with her name , also).
"Yes?"
"Can you tell me about yourself?" he said but then he added quickly "if you want,"
"I'm Kate Rose Cameron , I'm 18 , I'm spanish but I grew up here , I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday so I'm sorry if I am acting weird."
Lara shot me a look but I ignored her.
I don't know why I said that and why I was so honest , but it made me feel comfertable enough.
No one wants to be friends with a girl who broke up with her boyfriend cuz they are so emotional (like me , yeah.).
"Oh i'm sorry." he said , I gave him the bitchy face and took a sip of my drink.
It seemed a bit rude not to ask him about himself so I asked him "and you?"
"I'm Louis William Tomlinson , I'm 23 (a lot older than my expections) , I'm from Doncaster , but I moved to london a few months ago."
Then I nodded and I was like oh nice.
Then Louis and Lara continued talking to each other again.
I couldn't help but feel like a thirdwheeler , so I decided on leaving them and going back home
"Guys , i'm going home I need to do something." I lied , Lara gave me a look that said 'Can't you fucking move on.' and Louis frowned. "Guess i'll see you later Louis" I shot him a death glare and he seemed taken aback. I called a cab and told him the address and he drove home.
I open the door , and slamed it way too hard. I changed to my Pj's and searched for nuttella.
I found a jar and took a spoon and started eating , half way through it I zooned out. Why did he do that? Why didn't he just end it from the start? Why does he have to be a jerk , ugh that dickhead.
Then i suddenly caught myself thinking about Louis. Why did i treat him like this? He didn't do anything wrong , he seemed very nice and friendly actually , but I don't know why i don't feel good about him. I don't feel good about anyone actually.
I guess I don't trust people anymore , or atleast new people. They all seem nice at the start and then they ditch you and find another person.
LOUIS' P.O.V
This Kate girl is pretty, but I don't know why she's acting like this. Did i do something rude or so?? "So Louis what do you think about kate?" Lara snapped me out of my thoughts , "She's beautiful if you ask me but she's acting weird i guess she's having a tough time so yeah." i replied , she just nodded and continued sipping her drink.
"You know girls become so emotional after breaking up with their boyfriends , but you know what she is right , he was like giving her everything and he took everything all at once , which any girl can't handle , i'm actually wondering how she is doing this fine in this little while." Lara said and took a sip of her drink.
"Don't tell her that I said that." she added.
"Oh yeah , i undersand , but I only wonder if I will have the chance to talk to her again , she won't let me , i guess."
"She will , she only needs someone like you , believe me."
"Someone like me?"
"Yeah , a funny guy which will make her forget about everything , you know," she shrugged her sholders.
"Yeah yeah , I am , i know i know." I said with a proud face.
She hit my chest and we both laughed.
KATE'S P.O.V
I sat in the kitchen not eating or drinking , just still thinking about that teenager who is called Louis (he pronounces it like "Louie" no idea why).
Maybe I should just let him?? Ugh i don't know but I won't stay alone with an only friend.
Yes I'm letting him in.
