Gypsophila and Daisies

Chapter 4

Sean

Actually, hindi ko talaga alam kung maniniwala pa ko sa kung ano man ang reasons na ibabato nya sakin if bibigyan ko sya ng chance na makipag usap. I'm done, ayoko na. Pero there's also a side of me who wants to know the truth. Pero what if magsinungaling sya para pabor sa kanya ang story? It's not that easy to decide.

I looked at my phone because of a notification.. It's from our group chat, nag chichika na naman kasi si Winsley..

<text> <winsley hate group>

win: guys na miss nyo ba yung live ni shan kanina?
-nilalandi ni leo ang long hair nyong ate!

andrea: what?!
-NO WAY! I MISSED THE LIVE!!

marius: ang kalat nga ni leo sa comsec, I saw it on twt.

sean: tigil na guys. allergic ako sa word na leo

win: pero bibigyan mo nga ng chance?
-shannnn
-usap lang naman daw

andrea: kaya nga, it's also closure no!!

sean: I don't want closure, bahala sya

marius: pero siguro... pakinggan mo lang?

sean: what if i-kick ko kayong lahat?

I turned off my phone kasi nainis lang ako sa sinasabi nila. Yes I want to hear his side too but pano kung mag sinungaling sya? Tsaka I'm still stressed with the mini con, stressed pa ko sa issue with him tapos madagdagan pa ng iisipin? I mean, it's not like he would lie.. but there's a chance..

I heard a notification on my phone so I opened it. I got nervous when I saw Leo's username on my lockscreen notification. Feeling ko di ako ready to open the message pero I was curious so I opened it.

leo.w_85: Sean, just this once?
- I'll explain everything, no lies
-please?

seanxiao_: let's stop leo, wala namang mangyayari ehh

leo.w_85: please? Let's just end this well..

I let out a deep sigh while looking at the message. Ayaw ko talaga. Pero wala naman sigurong mawawala kung makikinig ako ng isang beses. Susugal ako ng isa, pero after nito tama na.

seanxiao_: fine.
-see you at the old place later at 9pm.
-aalis ako pag di kita nakita

leo.w_85: okay, see you shan:)

I just looked at the message for a couple of minutes before closing my phone. Wala naman sigurong masama sa ginawa ko diba? Ginusto ko ba to? Oo. Will I regret this? Maybe? Hindi ko alam kung anong kalalabasan ng araw na to but let's just hope na our situation will go well.

-timeskip-

Around 8:30 I packed up my things and drove to the spot that we were going to meet. Lagi kaming nasa spot na to whenever we have fights, misunderstandings, sad moments, lahat na. Ito siguro yung spot na sinasabi naming escape namin sa society na sobrang sama samin. I arrived at Gusu Park and I already saw him in the parking space waiting for me. I parked my car and went out to meet him. He smiled at me as he saw me walk closer to him.

"Sean." he greeted

"Leo.... Should we sit at the bench first?"

We sat at the bench where it was facing the city lights. The view is so beautiful, nakakamiss itong lugar na to. So many memories, pero I don't think I want to reminisce. No one is talking, just pure silence. The silence is not overwhelming, it is somewhat comfy to be honest. Parang kami parin yung highschool Leo and Sean na tatambay dito kasi masaya kami.