We're in the same city. He's snoring next to me. But I can't sleep. I'm not being cryptic. Nothing is wrong. I'm just still up because the meds won't let me sleep. I have medication to lull me to sleep because of the aforementioned meds; the uppers. The uppers make it hard to stop focusing, the downers (the sleep medication) are to counteract them. I just have never taken the downers with him around... I'm afraid I'll be hard to wake up in the morning. I'll be difficult. I don't want to be difficult.
I wish I could sleep. His snoring is comforting but I just can't stop thinking, can't stop wanting to do things, can't stop myself from wanting to create. I just want to do something, anything. I'm all pent up energy and restlessness...
Suppose that's why I'm writing but also why I'm going to cut this short and come back to another entry later...
Bye,
L.
