•S E O K S O O•
seokmin was envious of jeonghan, no, he hated him. he hated his elegance. he hated his honey like voice. he hated his silky hair. he hated his laugh. he hated the attention he brought.
he hated that jisoo was into jeonghan and not him.
sometimes he'd wish he were jeonghan. to have that elegance, soft honey like voice, silky hair, a charming smile.. to be loved by jisoo. he wanted that to be him, but there was no chance. he can't just make jisoo like him..
maybe that's why he hated jeonghan?. he couldn't be him, never in a million years. he wasn't elegant, he was chaotic. he isn't charming, he's goofy. his voice isn't pleasant to the ears, he's a loud mouth. his hair wasn't long and silky, his hair was damaged and short. he would never compare to the yoon jeonghan. and thats why he'll never be a choice to jisoo.
•S E O K M I N•
"what are you staring at seokmin?. you seem so..dull lately" seungkwan waved his hand infront of seokmins eyes. but he didn't acknowledge him, too focused on jisoo.
"hey..do you think he'll ever look at me like that?" he says quietly, he just wanted jisoo to look at him..the same way he looked at jeonghan. with deep adoration and care, will he ever get that look from him?. "min. i-... he wont-" seungkwan punched soonyoung in the arm. shushing him.
"read the room dumbass!"
"its true!. face it.. not every crush you have will like you back"
"soonyoung. he's already hurt!"
"....oh"
seungkwan rolls his eyes at his dumb friend. "..is it wrong to hate such an angel?" dokyeom looks at his partner's, his eyes watering slightly. he was deeply infatuated with jisoo, and jisoo would never know.
"..i-.. dont know.."
•J I S O O•
jisoo looks at jeonghan, letting the latter ramble about how annoying school was. he looked at him in a way that would make others fold. that lovey dovey stare. but, he knew it meant nothing to jeonghan.
because, jeonghan was head over heels for seungcheol. he would tell jisoo about his crush on seungcheol with any chance he got. yet he never lost hope, hope that one day jeonghan will talk about him in the way he talks about seungcheol.
•S E O K S O O•
"hey..minne, can we talk?" jisoo pulled seokmin aside. he seemed serious about whatever it was. "..yeah"
"what do you do when the person you love loves someone else?"
"well, for me.. i sit in my room, and wish that they'll love me, but i know it wont happen. so...i help them get who they want"
"even when it hurts?"
"even when it hurts."
"..."
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