Girls Code

New Friends

After 1 week i decided to change sit. Instead being one of the girls at the back I change sit in front. Where almost all the academic achiever sits.

It was so fun. I feel really belong. I'm filled of joy that finally I don't need to try hard just to fit in. My close friends are Shella, Yor, Alexa, Ariel and Aurel. But I'm more close with Yor.

"Missing him so much" Yor said.

She's always saying that she misses Sam but when Sam is around she'd act like he doesn't exist.

"Here we go again." Aurel Said.

"Missing him, missing him. Does he misses you too?" I asked sarcastically

"No, maybe." She giggled and said "Ouch"

She's dating a guy right now but she acts like they're al ready together.

"No commitment enjoyer." Ariel Said.

"yess! yess!" I agreed.

It's so fun to have someone you can call friends, homies and fam. Getting treated right hits different.

Even though we are in front we could say that we're noisy as well even if there's a teacher.

"Ackk! His so cute!" I said while there's a big smile on my face.

Gosh I'm so happy.

"Who are you even talking about?" Yor asked.

"Yeah, you keep saying that you missed him. You keep complimenting him but who is he?" Aurel asked.

"Well I'll tell you'll when I'm ready to say it." I stated.

Days have passed and I finally told her her who I really like.

"Who is he? Please tell me. I promise, I won't tell anyone." Yor said while trying to convince me to tell her who I like.

"Ehhhhhh, I don't know if I'm ready." I said with a worried looks on my face.

"Awsss, please just a clue. A little clue won't hurt right?" She said.

sighs "come closer" I ordered. Then I whispered "He's smart, cute and handsome at the same time."

She keeps thinking who it is. Then with a bright face she whispered, "Is it Paris??"

How unfair because I couldn't hide my facial expression. I suddenly smiled.

"f^ck, just don't tell anyone about it." I said with an embarrassed looks.

She's so bright and more happy than me. Well that's normal. It's always the friends that is more happy but I'm filled with joy and happiness.

Then later on she starts teasing me but I'm happy that she keeps her promise that she will not tell anyone.

But the next day she told me something. She told me thst would change my happiness to disappointment.

"Gwenne, I forgot to tell you." Yor said with a sad and dissatisfied expression.

"What is it? What is it that you want to tell me?" I asked.

I'm truly curious of what she wants to tell me. It seems like it's something disappointing.

"Aurel likes Paris and Paris is starting to gain feelings for him." She said.

I was shocked.
"He's gay?!"

The disappointment hits me. Not because pf him being gay but because I accidentally broke the girl code.

Yor explained everything to me.

Aurel was also a transferred student here. It was second grading. Then he started to like Paris then after that Paris find out that Aurel like him. He doesn't really like him but he started to gain feelings for Aurel. When I came to the school he was just starting to gain feelings. It's like a happy crush.

That actually hurts, me and my friend likes the same person. I just broke the girls code but I just can't afford to let him go.

I just decided to admire him but I'll never approach him. I'd only talk to him if it's needed.

Me and Paris doesn't really talk that much,.we usually only talk when there's a group activity.

I didn't want to have any connections because I don't want to hurt my friend.

I just want to be happy but my happiness is equals to someone's sadness.

If I choose to be happy I'd end up hurting my friend but If I choose his happiness I'd end up hurting myself.

If only I knew that he likes Paris.

Few days later, Paris posted on his Twitter saying "are you trying to steal him?"

I was shocked when I saw the comments. It seems like his talking about me. He thought I was trying to steal Aurel when the truth is that I like him.

End Of Chapter 3